Noe's Questions

Hello, Noe. It is wonderful to finally meet you. Take care of Artemis, it is strange but I tend to worry about her and Bella quite often.

1. I believe werewolves originated in Russia (or whatever it was hundereds of years ago.) How they were created is something that's quite controversial among the race. Our version is Titled under the Story of Werewolves, I couldn't get the link to work and it's quite far back in the posts.

2. The leader of each individual pack is Alpha or Alphess. Lucian Axel is the leader of the Midwest region of the United States, he pretty much keeps the peace. Not many packs ever come in contact with him.

3. The life span of werewolves is something else that's quite controversial. What we've noticed is that we tend to live for hundreds and hundreds of years, if not forever. (Personally I believe it's forever) Benny hasn't changed in the 5 centuries he's been alive so I believe we live forever.

4. Powers...well, some wolves have different abilities. I've yet to meet any that can produce comicbook - esque powers like lightening and fire but, I've met wolves that can influence the people around them, read minds, see dreams, heal wounds, and I've met one...who could remove her soul from her body and enter another body and experience what they were experiencing. It was quite frightening.

5. When werewolves die it is said that their souls join Torr in the sky. Their bodies are usually burned on a large funeral pyre. And the pack sits vigil for the night so that the body is not disturbed and the sould can make the voyage from earth to sky.

If you have anymore questions let us know. We'd be happy to answer them.

Changing Views

Artemis, your one post earlier about the break in, reminded me why I started this blog. It was to talk about the life of a werewolf. And as it's slowly progressed we've all experienced things that are hard to understand.

When I was human I was very level headed, I wasn't racist or predjudice or anything like that. I accepted all. I didn't realize that I was a rarity among humans. After being changed into a wolf and watching as Zombies were re-Born, I realized how horrible the world is. They hate things they don't know. Humans do. And NO, I'm not talking about all humans. But sadly it is most. They cower in fear at something that is more powerful. Like we can't control ourselves.

Then they set out to destroy us, Zombies, Vampires, Werewolves, etc. All myths. They set out to destroy us because we are stronger. They know it. And they don't want to believe that there is something out there that is stronger than they are. Because in their minds, the only "Greater being" is a god that doesn't exist. (In my opinion)

They are narrowminded, it's true. After all of this, this chaotic mess of my life. I realize that there is no way to please everyone and be yourself. I am undead proof that humans fear what is greater, and I cheated my way out of that one too.

-Tony

Too much

*sigh* I think I am much worse at posting now that I am dead than I was before! So sorry everyone. Very sorry. I have a lot to talk about, mostly the newcomers. And I'll get to them in a bit. First off, to Artemis, I am thrilled you are alright. We were all so worried about you and I'm glad the healers came in handy. I knew you were a special creation and now you know it too.

As for the new members. The three 19 and 20 year olds from Amarillo. Cray, Ace, and Wiss. No these aren't their real names, but they are the names they've been calling eachother for years. They fit in wonderfully with the pack. Everyone loves them.

But adding new members has made my decision to move to Vermont. I've already talked to the rest of the pack and they agree. We'll be in Vermont by the end of the month.

Now someone tell me exactly how you get 21 teenagers and all their belongings from Ohio to Vermont without it looking suspicious...?

-Tony

Summerrrrr

Oh, I am so very glad it's summer. No more school or nosy teachers. I'm done and so through with it. *sigh* there is some good news though: I was emailed yesterday by three werewolves living in Amarillo Texas. They've been reading the blog for quite sometime and wanted to make the journey up here to join the pack. They were all bitten werewolves from all over Texas and they ended up together, they're all 17, really nice, all guys. They should be arriving in the next couple of days. I'm very very excited and so is the rest of the pack.

How is everything in the outside world?
Tony.

A Burden

Hey everyone. Sorry I've been so lazy on posting, I have more time now but I never get the chance to post. Really...it's been hectic here and I've been so busy, they all expect me to know what I'm doing.

Not the pack, of course, they see that I'm dealing with a lot and they just ask me to do my best. But everyone else, the living, expect me to be some sort of role model for the undead world. I'm the only Zombie in my area...so far anyway. They want more to come. They keep pushing me into the spot light like I'm a celebrity and I hate it. My life has always been a secret and now I'm living two lives.

I'm thinking of dropping out of school, I can't take it anymore.
I'm also seriously thinking about moving the pack, somewhere quieter, where the younger (and still living) ones can continue school, and we can grow. I didn't realize that death would be so hard, I didn't realize what it would bring on me and my pack.

If you have any suggestions where to move to, they'd be greatly appreciated.
~Tony

Flesh Eating Monster

Before...before I died I was used to being hidden. A shadow amongst shadows with secrets I would die to protect. No one really knew of who I was or rather...what I was. And now, after death has forced me to life again, people KNOW. They know I'm a zombie, I'm undead, I'm a corpsicle, whatever. That much is blatantly obvious. But I'm not used to people knowing. It frightens me.

I saw my sisters boyfriend only yesterday, he screamed when he saw me. Muttering that it was impossible. Only I heard. Outside of the pack no one believes he is the one who murdered me. But he was there. I know it.

Even as the undead the laws of mortals still bind us. Though they don't protect us. Danny wishes to take his life. An eye for an eye, I suppose you could say. But I would rather not, why bring us into the spotlight? Why put us up for suspicion.

Though I don't wish to kill him, I want him to realize that there is no getting rid of me. Torr wants me here and I am. I have my pack to take care of. I want him to feel what I felt, not pain, not the agony I felt, but the horrible things that went on in my mind as I lay in the stages between life and undeath.

Artemis...? How are things with Apollo?

Let me know.
-Tony

Oh My My My

Well, hellooooo. It's been quite a while...about a month actually, since I've written. How horrible since I've got all this time on my hands. Goodnessssss. Anyway. Life...(hehe sorry couldn't stop myself.) Un-dead life is pretty good. Things with Danny are great, Lucian Axel came to visit, and I told my parents about my death. They were freaked...obviously. But I must say that they handle weird quite well.

When my sister told her boyfriend about me and my death....he became a little more frightened of me. GOOD.. He should be scared.

When Lucian came to visit he told me that I'm a miracle of the greatest rank in the realm of werewolves (so the council says) and Torr has been visiting me in my sleepless dreams. It's incredible. Who knew death would bring you closer to a god?

I went to Prom with Danny. It was amazinnnggg. My dress was beautiful and Danny was striking in his black tux. It was extremely funn. Hope all is well in the mortal realm??

-Tony (werewolf, alphess, and cheater of the hands of death.)