Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Death has not been cruel

Hey Everyone. Tony here. And I KNOW you guys have been freaking out about what happened. It's okay because I'm fine. Being...undead isn't so bad. I was already a werewolf might as well make me a weird werewolf (who knew that was possible?!) I'm still the same me...just without a heartbeat. It's amazing. I don't sleep now...which is really weird. I just kinda zone in and out, it's amazing all the things you miss when you're asleep!

I really appreciate you guys supporting me through all this. Z has been awesome keeping you updated, honestly I don't know how they've put up with me. You guys rock.

Being so close...to not returning...it's scary. It makes me realize that though my life has been short, I regret nothing. Everything is perfect. I have the coolest friends and my pack is my world. There's no need to worry about me anymore. I'm back and better than ever. I've really missed being able to post and talk to you guys. Danny is still a little over protective but I guess i can't really blame him.

How've you all been? Missed you tons!
-Tony.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Many many things

Hello again bloggerites. I apologize for my poor posting skills. It's a wonder that Tony still allows me to post. Speaking of Tony she's doing wonderful, almost perfectly back to health. She's walking...eating, talking, she's up for the same amount of time as everyone else. But...there's something about her that has scared us to the depths of our souls. She has no heart beat. NONE. It is absolutely silent. With no heartbeat there is no bloodflow so her skin is never warm and not really cold...it's room temperature. She can still change, which was amazing. She changed for the first time two weeks ago. It was amazing, seeing her in wolf form again. But...the heartbeat...there isn't one. She cut herself on a knife and the wound healed as fast as it would've before...but we think...we think Tony is actually a Zombie. The way we've heard descriptions of people coming back to life is precisely what tony went through. Apollo thinks she came through it faster because she is still a werewolf. It's amazing. I read both of the Generation Dead series by Daniel Waters. Tony's pretty much the same as before, no heart beat of course, and there's something in her eyes. They went from gray blue to this pale icy blue. We think she's the first zombie werewolf. We need advice. What do you guys think?
--Z

Monday, February 15, 2010

Catching up

I realize it's been a while since I've updated. Things have been very very hectic and the time just hasn't come. Tony is doing amazingly well. She started walking again last week, she's talking perfectly and she's gotten to the point of yelling at Danny for being over protective of her progress. January 16 we celebrated Tony's 16th birthday. She was awake for it. It was wonderful. Yesterday she and danny watched a movie at the house and she is doing really really well. She has yet to see her parents, she's talked to them on the phone and such but nothing person to person. Mainly because of the scars she'll always have now. There's one scar...it runs across her right cheek...the silver in the blade messed up the tissue enough to leave a scar...so there are scars all over her.

She's doing really really well though. I'm sorry I haven't been very good about posting her progress. But I hope you would understand the situation.
-Z

Sunday, January 24, 2010

So much time so many posts

Hello everyone, It's Z. Again. My apologies for not being faster on posting, but reason is because things are getting crazy...again. Tony opened her eyes for the first time the middle of this week, then the next day and the next day for longer periods. She smiled today, and it was amazing to see her smile. She was awake for a whole hour. So she's coming out of it, she's rising up. Since Tony's doing better Danny still...isn't. He's the same as he was, constantly with her, getting zero sleep, irritable, crazy temper. **sigh**

Artemis, the elders...OH, you mean those Tony talked of in posts that seem ancient. The elders are the oldest and wisest of the werewolf nation. Among them are some of the most powerful ones that have the site to Torr. The group itself is old order, they enjoy keeping things the way they've been since forever ago. And they do a pretty good job at it.

The council...do you mean the council of elders? Run by Lucian? Well...they are like...parlaiment or congress. They make rules and laws, they keep things peaceful between races. They have a big job. And it the many centuries we've been alive they've been the ones to keep things orderly. If you've read the Twilight series they are much like the Volturi. But not as brutal. Lucian I guess would be Aro...he might dislike me for saying so though.

-Z.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Simply Lost

Artemis I'm glad you are beginning to understand the world of Torr. I read your post, we all did actually, and we just wanted to tell you that no matter what your cousin said Paul (paul, right?) is your father. A father is not judged by whom you were...ermm...created, it's by the man that raised you and loved you and took care of you. Your father made you who you are today, never misconceive that.

Tony is doing no better, but also no worse which is deffinately a positive I suppose.

As for Torr: He does everything for the wolves, he chooses the ones that become werewolves and chooses how. Some werewolves...well...they see him, he comes to them in there most troubled times, when he is needed most, and he helps them. He gives them advice. But if a lycan has this power, they aren't supposed to tell ANYONE about it, unless it is a dire situation. We all believe that Tony has the Sight, but we can't be sure, and you never ask if one has this power because it is rude and the sight is a connection to our god.

As for other gods, different packs worship in different ways. Torr is the major one, of course, but there are others. Some packs worship the gods of rome or greece while others worship the same God as humans. It all depends on where your beliefs lay.

z.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

No sleep in days

It's been days since Danny has slept, he refuses to leave her side. She started moving saturday early morning, she groans and tosses her head around occasionally. Last night though, she screamed, this awful ear peircing terrified scream that we are sure Torr started howling in the sky. Her heart beat is a little stronger, not much. We've no idea what else to do.

Artemis, I'll post a bit about Torr every now and then. To start with he's been a god as long as anyone can remember, most pictures depict him as an all black wolf with a white crescent moon on his chest and black raven like wings. The story is told that he was alpha of a pack in europe and the people in the town knew what he and his pack were. People began getting killed, mauled by some animal and the town immediately blamed Torr and his pack. So the town came to attack he and his pack, Torr made a deal with the leader of the town, that if they only killed him he would go peacefully and the killings would stop. The town leader agreed, Torr was sacrificed on the night of the full moon. It is said that with his last words he looked up at the full moon, tilted his head back and said "May the moon drown me in it's depths so the pain will make me remember the mistakes I have made. With faith in my pack and sorrow in my heart I shall never regret what I do, for if my pack lives, I shall live. I give myself to thee, moon, for I die for you." And as his soul left the earth and they killed him with a sword made of pure silver, he was granted to the moon as a god. The killings stopped and the town and pack lived in peace.

Any specific questions about Torr?
Any questions about Tony?
Any advice for Danny?
Let us know.
Z.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Pack

Artemis your questions are understandable and not annoying in the least. In fact they've given us a little bit of time to reflect on who we really are rather than on the fact that our Alphess is basically in a coma.

Healers are all sorts of different races, there's a witch who's been really helpful, an elf that's making all sorts of medicine for Tony, and a fairy who seems to be everywhere at once. Healers usually have a greater understanding of medicines and herbs, naturally, god given. Not everyone can be healers, but the great healers are hard to find.

Alphas become Alpha because of multiple reasons: Leadership, how can you lead if you're a follower? You can't. Compassion, towards all creatures. Trust, in your pack. Size has nothing to do with it, Tony became Alphess and she certainly wasn't the biggest, but she's everything wanted in an Alpha.

Sadly the knife thing won't work, her blood was already all over the knife and it drowned out the scent of anything else. She was in the woods when it happened, walking to her parents house.

Nothing has changed, we grow more and more anxious every day. I've never seen someone so heartbroken as Danny.

Do you have any questions about Torr that we could answer?
-Z.