Death has not been cruel

Hey Everyone. Tony here. And I KNOW you guys have been freaking out about what happened. It's okay because I'm fine. Being...undead isn't so bad. I was already a werewolf might as well make me a weird werewolf (who knew that was possible?!) I'm still the same me...just without a heartbeat. It's amazing. I don't sleep now...which is really weird. I just kinda zone in and out, it's amazing all the things you miss when you're asleep!

I really appreciate you guys supporting me through all this. Z has been awesome keeping you updated, honestly I don't know how they've put up with me. You guys rock.

Being so close...to not returning...it's scary. It makes me realize that though my life has been short, I regret nothing. Everything is perfect. I have the coolest friends and my pack is my world. There's no need to worry about me anymore. I'm back and better than ever. I've really missed being able to post and talk to you guys. Danny is still a little over protective but I guess i can't really blame him.

How've you all been? Missed you tons!
-Tony.

No sleep in days

It's been days since Danny has slept, he refuses to leave her side. She started moving saturday early morning, she groans and tosses her head around occasionally. Last night though, she screamed, this awful ear peircing terrified scream that we are sure Torr started howling in the sky. Her heart beat is a little stronger, not much. We've no idea what else to do.

Artemis, I'll post a bit about Torr every now and then. To start with he's been a god as long as anyone can remember, most pictures depict him as an all black wolf with a white crescent moon on his chest and black raven like wings. The story is told that he was alpha of a pack in europe and the people in the town knew what he and his pack were. People began getting killed, mauled by some animal and the town immediately blamed Torr and his pack. So the town came to attack he and his pack, Torr made a deal with the leader of the town, that if they only killed him he would go peacefully and the killings would stop. The town leader agreed, Torr was sacrificed on the night of the full moon. It is said that with his last words he looked up at the full moon, tilted his head back and said "May the moon drown me in it's depths so the pain will make me remember the mistakes I have made. With faith in my pack and sorrow in my heart I shall never regret what I do, for if my pack lives, I shall live. I give myself to thee, moon, for I die for you." And as his soul left the earth and they killed him with a sword made of pure silver, he was granted to the moon as a god. The killings stopped and the town and pack lived in peace.

Any specific questions about Torr?
Any questions about Tony?
Any advice for Danny?
Let us know.
Z.

I will KILL THEM.

They attacked her! They attacked her, my girl, that freaking sick group attacked Tony! I think I might hurl I'm so angry. It was late last night, Tony got a call from her parents and she was walking to see them, they attacked her. She's out...not even responding to anything. she's hardley breathing and her pulse is barely audible.

I'm shaking so bad. I can't even sit still for long. I am so angry so disgusted-

Sorry everyone. I took over the computer, this is Z. Danny's having problems controlling himself right now, which is completely understandable. We're all sick. We are on the verge of tears, our powerful alphess now lay in the hands of Torr. It's horrible. You should see her, we found her...oh god it was terrible. She was stabbed over and over with a blade made purely of silver, we found the blade still in her chest. We didn't think silver hurt werewolves but now we're thinking if it touches an open wound it begins poisoning from the inside out. She's covered in bruises and scratches. It's disgusting. Lucian Axel is here, as is Apollo. And they called in the best healers that could be found. We are all trying our hardest.

We figured we'd tell you about this, so if you're a lycan, please be careful. I'm almost crying now, which is hard for me to admit, so I should be going. Danny is so angry and frustrated. Today he smashed a window in his room, and whenever he sits by her he cries. He's trying not to think that she may not make it. But we all know it's a possibility. And Benny, he's trying to be strong for the pack but the tears are in his eyes. We all have the same thing on our minds. But we're all fighting for her.

Send your thoughts to Danny. Any advice to help him through this would be great. Send your prayers to Tony. She needs as much hope as she can get right now.

-Z.

Danny's Surprise!

Hey there everyone. It's been a while since I've posted...huh...it seems I start a lot of my posts off that way. Anywho. A couple weeks ago Z started dropping hints that Danny had a huge surprise for me. Well, we went out to dinner at Olive Garden and near the end of the meal...he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. YES YOU READ RIGHT! Danny effin proposed! He told me that he knew we couldn't get married right away, and that it was more substansial than a promise ring. We are engaged to be married...sometime. I cried. Yes, I cried. In the middle of the resturante and was barely able to say yes. The entire resturant did that AWWWW thing that you see in movies...yeah it happened. He told me later, that he had gotten my FATHER'S BLESSING! My human father! Gave my 17 year old WEREWOLF BOYFRIEND his dang blessing to MARRY his 16 year old daughter. AH I'm so excited. I didn't even see it coming. Neither did Lily!

LOVE YOU LILY! Where the hell are you, chica?

<3 Tony!

The Story Comes Out

Hello people on the internet. So we paid a little visit to Mr. Maxx, who if you remember is physco. We had theories of him being a werewolf hunter and truth betold...He isn't. His real name is Thomas Alexander Maxxian. He's actually a great friend to Lucian Axel, he's a "hybrid" he's werewolf, human, vampire, and a few other things, all mixed into one. He's been looking for a pack in a small town to maybe fall in with.

So it was nothing truly exciting, wish is kinda depressing after all of this.

School is going well for the pack. Danny, Alex, Chris and Kevin are trying out for basket ball this fall. Z and I are in a drama class. Everyone is involoved with something I just can't remember anything.

How's everyone's school year going?
-Tony

The Fight with Vampires

Hi there everyone, this is Danny. Well Tony is laying on the bed telling me somethings to say so it's Tony and Danny.
We battled the vampires last night, though some of our pack was told to stay behind. So that left ten of us to seven vampires. Apollo came to help too, so that was good.
I know you're all waiting to hear how Tony is, and she's doing well. She suffered the worst out of all of us, this includes: Two vampires bites, MANY scary long scratches all over, and we found a couple broken ribs.
She got the bites because she saved Apollo's ass, well she saved us all actually.
The fight went well, it wasn't Tony, Benny, Z, or Alex's first fight with vampires. But it was their first against so many or so hostile. Tony has been resting which is exactly as she needs to do, Benny and Apollo are watching over her injuries. Lucian is coming tonight to check on us.

LILY - Tony is saying this, i'm writing it down: Lily, Thank you so much. These past week you've kept me sane. You've kept my mind on other things outside our little havoc reaked bubble. I couldn't have stayed calm if it weren't for you. And because of that, I am forever in you debt. As a lycan I give you my word, and my word as Alphess is binding, if you ever find yourself in need of a werewolf or a friend, I shall be there.

And you asked how you heal Vampire Bites. Sadly you cannot heal a vampire bite, the venom spreads quickly if they were to inject the venom into you. These vampires were biting to kill not to change us into vampires so there wasn't any venom. But Tony will forever be marked with the scars of this battle.

Lily you've heard this saying before and this is something Tony made up and she actually has painted on the walls of her room:
"As I fall into the night, i shall kiss the stars goodbye, and hope to whatever god is up there that I shall survive this fight."

If you have any questions let us know.

Me This Time

Hi everyone, I know I haven't posted in a while. But I wanted to give you a more detailed update with what's going on in our hell havocked little world. Let's start

#1 - Freaking Vampires - What the hell is wrong with the world that werewolves and vampires can't live in harmony? **Sighs** Ever seen Van Helsing? No, good. It's shit. That was pointless but let me continue. So far Six or Seven werewolf packs have been attacked, three maybe four have been killed many have been injured. Two are in comas. There are at least seven vampires, all the packs they've attacked are in our general area. The last one attacked was two nights ago and about 30 miles north west of us...they are getting closer. We're running patrols around the clock, either benny, Z, or I are in them, all the time.

#2 - Freaking Alpha Pair - The alpha pair are two werewolves that run a pack together, dude and girl right? Well the elders of the council are thinking about making me choose between an Alpha to go along with me, or letting an alpha take over alone. I would agree to an alpha pair: IF I could have my Alpha be danny, and that's not right since he such a young werewolf. If I had an alpha to my alphess it would either be, Benny, Z, or Alex seeing as though they've been werewolves for the longest. So you can imagine the kind of hell I'm going through

#3 - Freaking Stress - You take all of the stuff above, add two hours of sleep a night, little food, changing form often, running like a freaking physco on patrols, waiting for messages from lucian, the council, and other packs, STIR and bake at 350* and you have ME, stressed out, tired alphess who is trying to do the best for her pack, be a good girlfriend, and defend her pack against seven pissed phsyco vampires.
OH and to top it all off Danny is pissed because we haven't been spending enough time together! He questions my commitment to our relationship. Does he not see me running around like a greyhound on crack and getting NO sleep?! Damn that boy needs his eyes checked. I love Danny, I do, but his questioning that is really starting to piss me off. And i know he'll see this and get pissy but at this point in time he should know.

Much love, stay safe...blahblahblahblah...
``Werewolf Moon``

The Truth REVEALED!

Hi there, this is Danny and Alex again. Tony is still busy as hell, but now...
WE KNOW WHY!
The reason tony, Z, and Benny have been freaked out is because recently there have been attacks on werewolf packs in our general area. Two werewolves have been killed, two (possibly three) are in comas. There has been five attacks, each one getting closer to us.

And who is the ones attacking?
Pissed, hostile, physco, killer Vampires. That's who.

So now we're all kinda wigged out, we're running patrols. Lots of them. Another pack was attacked yesterday, Lucian told Tony this morning.
I haven't seen Tony much in these past few days, well like a week actually. She's been really busy, Benny and Z and her are the ones who are the most worried.

I think there are more details that might be a little less important that she's not telling us. But someone is always on the computer, waiting for word from Lucian, the pack that was attacked yesterday is 60 miles northeast of us....

-Danny, Alex-

P.S. Lily - We give you our sympathies for your loss, we are so sorry. You guys are like family to our pack and Tony told us this morning about Madison. It really upset us. Carter quite a lot. You see, Carter's brother was a Zombie, two years after Leo (Carter's bro) came back, he was reterminated by those damned white vans.
If we can do anything let us know. You've done a ton for us already.

One fish two fish red fish blue fish

Helllllooooooooo internet! My name is Sir Alexander Nicholas Wolfbane! As you probably guessed NO, that's not my real last name. I am the amazing Alex that Tony so often talks about on here, she has a thing for me, it's obvious. Oh doink, Danny just gave me the death look. Any who. Tony's really busy....really really busy, for some god unknown reason. But we do know that she's only told Benny and Z. Lucian has sent messages to her via warwolf (apollo)

However we also know that she's told someone outside the pack. Someone named Lily...perhaps. Yep. Lily we're worried about Tony, when she sees this not only will she kill us but she'll be weird while doing it. Maybe if you told us we could help...

We're at a loss.

-Alex, Danny, the younger pack-

Posting Together!

Hey Everyone!!! This is Tony and Danny, howdy! Howdy? really? Yep. Okay, so, I must say I am superbly honored to be able to post with the might Alphess! (Danny)

Shut up! Alphess sounds weird, Aaaalllllppphheeessss. -.- OMG! LILY - You prolly saw this on Penelope's blog, but we went shopping (yes, shopping) and at Hot Topic we saw a shirt it said "Zombies Need Love, Too" We actually said, "oh my gosh! LILY." At the same time. So you see? We love you! (Tony!)

We were posting just to give you a quick update on ALL of our pack, Soooo. If you didn't know all their names you will now! Here weeeee gooooo. It'll go in basic order of Oldest wolf to youngest. But Tony will be first cuz she's alpha.

1.) Tony - Recently made Alphess. Will be a sophmore next year, so excited. Doing VERY well.

2.) Benny - Doing well, keeps us all calm. Smacked Alex in the back of the head about ten minutes ago for saying something really dumb.

3.) Z - Crazy as usual. Yesterday he put on one of Tony's old halloween costumes from when she was like ten and strolled around the house in it...WE GOT PICTURES!

4.) Alex - Immature as usual. But doing well.

5.) Tara - Still kinda mad at me for being mean to Tony so long ago (don't blame her)

6.) Ali - Same as Tara

7.) James - Kinda a drifter, doesn't stay around for long periods of time.

8.) Tia - Keeps us all fashionable

9.) Mikey - one of the youngest human aged werewolves (14)

10.) Erin - Watches out for the younger human aged kids

11.) Josh - Helps Alex with his immaturity

12.) Kira - the smart one of the school goers, she tutors those who need tutors.

13.) Jon - Very into singing, and very good at it.

14.) Rae - really into acting and theater. She performs at our school every year.

15.) Danny - Sports freak of the pack, lovable, gonna be a junior this year.

16.) Carter - Youngest of us. Loves guitar, very good at playing.

So you see there are MANY different personalities in our pack. WE SHOULD START A BAND! Now you know all of our pack!

-`Danny & Tony`-

Hey Hey!

Hey everyone, hope you had a fantasmatical fourth of july, (yes, fantasmatical, it's a combination of many happy words) Lot's of fireworks and bar.b.que and red white and blue. Mine was fun, Tony and I hung out with the ENTIRE pack, which was interesting, we aren't normally at in the same place together, but we were and that was actually kinda crazy. We played cornhole and catch and threw a football around. I went with Tony to see her parents but we were't there long when her sister and her sister's boyfriend pulled into the drive. We stayed for a few comments about how we were demons from hell, spawns of satan, how if he had a gun with silver bullets he'd kill us.(which was funny cuz we all know that's just dumb) and when he finally shut up, Tony just looked at him and smiled and said:
"Happy Fourth of July to you too!" and we left. It was amazing. We stayed up and watched the amazing fireworks, we set some of our own off. Z and Alex got into a popper fight (those things you throw at the ground and they exlpoad, well they threw them at eachother) Then at midnight we went for a run through the woods. It was AMAZING! Okay. So Tuesday...i think, yeah. Tuesday, the Seventh is the MID SUMMER FULL MOON! It's gonna rock. Alright? How was your July 4th???

-Danny & Tony-

Never Ever After

Today i wanted to talk a little bit about love in life (or death) of mythical creatures. This one is mostly gonna revolve around Vamps and werewolves. When you're human you have every chance to tell that speacial someone how you truly feel, and many times you never take that chance. It's too risky, you fear rejection, you fear his/her reply. Well...how would it feel to have every chance like that taken away from you? Z never told you any of this but he gave me permission.

Before Z changed in the late fall he'd taken his girlfriend to a party where they had a great time. Well she wasn't his girlfriend yet, they were close friends and were kinda sorta dating. He kept putting off the chance to tell her how he truly felt until it was too late. He was bitten and he became a werewolf. He called her and had to tell her they couldn't see eachother anymore. She now hates him. He loved her, he still loves her, and he thinks everyday of ways to get her to be friends with him again.

We all waited, none of us took the risk it took to tell that person that we liked them. I'll admite I liked a guy before I was changed, I still see him at school so I'm kind of glad i didn't tell him, but for others if they had told them the truth, then they could've possibly helped eachother through the horrors of the change.

What I'm trying to say is, don't wait until it's too late to admit that you love someone. Because many times, after you go through the change you shut people out of your life completely. I've known a few vampires like that, where they talk to people but humans are nothing but a sorce of food and other creatures are just there. it's a scary life.

Don't wait to admit it.

``Tony``

The date

Okay. Lily, Chloe, Anney and Madison told us that we should do a whole post on our date. So here goes. Danny took me to dinner at the Olive Garden, which is my favorite resturant because I'm italian. And then he took me to see a movie at a drive in! It was amazing. I've never actually been on the classic dinner and movie date, it was like in the movie Grease. Except he didn't elbow me in the boob and I didn't run from the car (HEY! The guy in grease's name was danny too!) Benny and Z acted like the parent's it was kind of disturbing but hilarious at the same time. Benny is SO not used to the idea of young girls going on dates ALONE. So he was a little hesistant about it, but it's not like he could stop me. Z was hilarious in acting like...the mom. Yes Z was my mom. (?) If you'd been there you probably would've run screaming and laughing at the same time. Okay. So...any questions?

``Tony & Danny``

The Moon House goes INSANE!

Salaway! (hello in Latin) Here we have the latest and most exciting update on Tony and Danny. For those of you just tuning in we all think Danny likes Tony, Tony dated Lucian, danny went crazy ass hole jelous, tony broke up with lucian because she likes Danny. Okay. Last night Tony decided to tell Danny how she truly felt about him. He still thought that Tony was with Lucian SOOO he was still a jerk face, this is how it went down.
TONY: "Hey, Danny, can I talk to you, alone?" Danny gives a sigh, i resist urge to smack him
Danny: "Not this again. What you can say to me, you can say to them."
TONY: "I really would rather say it to YOU, alone." Danny shrugs and Tony sighs
Danny: "Just say whatever you have to. You and Lucian are getting married, Lucian got you pregnant, just tell us."
Tony: "Lucian and I aren't dating anymore." Danny froze, Tony continued "And I was thinking about everything that happened, and the reason that we didn't work out was because I have feelings for someone else."
Danny: "Of COURSE you do, why wouldn't you? Break up hook up, who gives a f***?!" He still hadn't caught on to Tony's words and wanting to speak to HIM, alone. Moron.
Tony: "Danny-" He interrupts
Danny: "So who is he?"
Tony: "Danny-!" he interrupts AGAIN, tony sighs
Danny: "Is it Josh or Nick or Sam?!"
Tony: "Dammit! Shut the hell up! I like YOU!" he froze again staring at her like her head fell off and sprouted a flower.
Danny: "What...?"
Tony: "I like YOU, I have since I first met you, I have for a long time."
Danny: "You do?!"
ME!!!: "Stop talking and kiss her dammit!" yes that's me! getting a little impatient so I give him a shove and he for once listens to me and kisses her.
Tony: "So I take it you like me too?" after the kiss, he nodded and they hugged! it was awesome! I'm a guy and I thought that was freaking sweet. They are inseperable now, so those of you who knew it was gonna happen, CONGRATS you win...the freaky confusing werewolf dating game...? Yeah, that sounds good. SEEYA!

--Z--

My TURN

HELLO bloggers (bloggerites? Bloggorians?) It's Z. I haven't been on in a while. BUT I figured I might be the one posting because our fearless leader is having an issue with my pack mate, Danny. I kinda think Danny's way out of line and kinda insane at this point. Tony is doing her best and this was a...conversation (more like screaming match) they had this morning. Me and Danny And benny were chillin' in the living room and in comes Tony. (I provide my opinion through this)
Tony: "Danny...can we talk? Please?"
Danny: "Whatever you want, you're alpha." Tony is being really nice to him and he comes back with that? Ouch.
Tony: "Please, Danny?"
Danny: "Whatever you can say to me you can say in front of your pack." She wants to talk to you alone you idiot. God damn.
Tony: "Okay. Well...I really don't know how to start. For days I've been trying to figure out why all of a sudden you hate me, I'm really confused. And I just want to know what I did." Tony looks close to tears, Danny just lookes careless.
Danny: "A member of a pack never hates the alpha." What the f***?!
Tony: "Well I'm not asking you as werewolves I'm asking you as a friend. Why won't you talk to me?!"
Danny: "Friend? Who ever said we were friends?" Jesus Danny. Tony gives this weird strangled noise, and I happen to see the tears. This is killing her and the pack is getting pissed.
Tony: "Danny, why? What did I do?! God, I'm trying to understand! Why are you being like this?" I feel really bad for Tony, she just gets better after that situation with her sister and now THIS?! Danny's killing her, can't he see that?
Danny: "Don't pull that crying stuff on me, Tony."
Tony: "you think I like crying? You think I want to? You think that I enjoy crying over a guy who I thought cared about me but really doesn't give a damn at all? Well I don't. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'm sorry for making you mad. But if I don't know what I did then I never meant to hurt you. God, Danny. I just don't understand. I'm sorry. I'm...I have to go." With this Tony ran from the Moon House. This is where I kinda went off. Benny stayed the calm center...kinda.
ME!!: "What the hell, man? She tries to talk to you and you blow her off? That's fucked up."
Danny: "You don't-"
ME!!: "Oh shut the hell up with that 'you don't understand' shit. Because what I understand is that you just made our leader cry. You made Iron Tony CRY. You know what that means? that Means 'you don't understand' How much of an ass hole you are." I slammed the door and went after tony. I didn't find her. She came back later but didn't talk to anyone. Then Lucian came by, we expected a fight between him and Danny, but all Lucian did was speak.
Lucian: "I know you see how amazing Tony is. I know that everyone here does. I know that you all love her, so do i. But if you love her so much, why did you hurt her, why did you make her cry? That doesn't make much sense to me. Especially when all she wanted to do was figure out why you hate her. And that's what she thinks, she thinks you hate her, and I don't think you hate her, i think you just don't care. Excuse me." he simply moved up the stairs to Tony's room. Let's hear what YOU think about this little dispute.

GIVE YOUR OPINION!!!

--Z--

I'm Back

Hey everyone, i'm back, yep this is tony. And i seriously wanna thank everyone so much, for dealing with me and sending your love. I owe just about everything to Yuuka & Kimi, Danny, Z, & Benny. But a huge thanks to Lucian, Victor and Mary. All of you proved that I DO have brothers and sisters who care. I love you all so much. I feel better than i did before i exposed myself to my family, I feel strong, confident, and like i have the world at my side. What happened with my sister hurt me, hurt me somewhere deep inside, a place that may not ever heal. But, that's also the place touched by all of you, everysingle one of you has helped me, you've changed my life, i will forever be greatful.

I believe things happen for a reason, and i think that maybe my sister rejecting what i am is just another test to prove that my pack is here for me. I was out for some time, I read Danny's entries and posts, he did a good job while i was away. And the things he said about me were very true, and the poem that Z wrote me on the other site was touching. I will be posting again soon, I love you all. You are amazing people and i'll never be able to thank you enough for showing me that you CAN have more than one family.

XOXO <3
``Tony``

The Rising

Hey everyone, just thought we'd keep you posted on Tony's "condition" after reading Yuuka's post she started to get better which is amazing, and we'll never be able to thank Yuuka enough. Lucian arrived last night and talked to tony almost all night, Mary is coming in an hour, Victor will be here tonight (he's a vampire he prefers night) We talked to Tony a little bit today and she is doing so much better. Lucian's helped her ALOT. It's amazing. We're still worried though, about any changes to her personality this brought.

-Danny & Z