Me This Time

Hi everyone, I know I haven't posted in a while. But I wanted to give you a more detailed update with what's going on in our hell havocked little world. Let's start

#1 - Freaking Vampires - What the hell is wrong with the world that werewolves and vampires can't live in harmony? **Sighs** Ever seen Van Helsing? No, good. It's shit. That was pointless but let me continue. So far Six or Seven werewolf packs have been attacked, three maybe four have been killed many have been injured. Two are in comas. There are at least seven vampires, all the packs they've attacked are in our general area. The last one attacked was two nights ago and about 30 miles north west of us...they are getting closer. We're running patrols around the clock, either benny, Z, or I are in them, all the time.

#2 - Freaking Alpha Pair - The alpha pair are two werewolves that run a pack together, dude and girl right? Well the elders of the council are thinking about making me choose between an Alpha to go along with me, or letting an alpha take over alone. I would agree to an alpha pair: IF I could have my Alpha be danny, and that's not right since he such a young werewolf. If I had an alpha to my alphess it would either be, Benny, Z, or Alex seeing as though they've been werewolves for the longest. So you can imagine the kind of hell I'm going through

#3 - Freaking Stress - You take all of the stuff above, add two hours of sleep a night, little food, changing form often, running like a freaking physco on patrols, waiting for messages from lucian, the council, and other packs, STIR and bake at 350* and you have ME, stressed out, tired alphess who is trying to do the best for her pack, be a good girlfriend, and defend her pack against seven pissed phsyco vampires.
OH and to top it all off Danny is pissed because we haven't been spending enough time together! He questions my commitment to our relationship. Does he not see me running around like a greyhound on crack and getting NO sleep?! Damn that boy needs his eyes checked. I love Danny, I do, but his questioning that is really starting to piss me off. And i know he'll see this and get pissy but at this point in time he should know.

Much love, stay safe...blahblahblahblah...
``Werewolf Moon``

Behavior of Werewolves.

Lily you rock! I love the questions you ask.

QUESTION: Do werewolves in their human form act differently then pre-werewolf liftimes?

ANSWER: I think you were asking if our personalities are different then they were when we were just human, right? And yes, deffinately. Most of the time our likes and dislikes stay the same. But we get a whole different view on life.
EXAMPLE: Before I changed I took advantage of everything I had...now, I sure as hell don't.
Before Carter changed he kept to himself and didn't enjoy the company of others. Now he loves being around us, probably because we are just like him.

Sometimes a werewolf's tranformation is so traumatizing they become isolated and don't talk to anyone. It really depends on how hard you fight to keep yourself and your humanity.

``Tony``

Hey Hey!

Hey everyone, hope you had a fantasmatical fourth of july, (yes, fantasmatical, it's a combination of many happy words) Lot's of fireworks and bar.b.que and red white and blue. Mine was fun, Tony and I hung out with the ENTIRE pack, which was interesting, we aren't normally at in the same place together, but we were and that was actually kinda crazy. We played cornhole and catch and threw a football around. I went with Tony to see her parents but we were't there long when her sister and her sister's boyfriend pulled into the drive. We stayed for a few comments about how we were demons from hell, spawns of satan, how if he had a gun with silver bullets he'd kill us.(which was funny cuz we all know that's just dumb) and when he finally shut up, Tony just looked at him and smiled and said:
"Happy Fourth of July to you too!" and we left. It was amazing. We stayed up and watched the amazing fireworks, we set some of our own off. Z and Alex got into a popper fight (those things you throw at the ground and they exlpoad, well they threw them at eachother) Then at midnight we went for a run through the woods. It was AMAZING! Okay. So Tuesday...i think, yeah. Tuesday, the Seventh is the MID SUMMER FULL MOON! It's gonna rock. Alright? How was your July 4th???

-Danny & Tony-

Never Ever After

Today i wanted to talk a little bit about love in life (or death) of mythical creatures. This one is mostly gonna revolve around Vamps and werewolves. When you're human you have every chance to tell that speacial someone how you truly feel, and many times you never take that chance. It's too risky, you fear rejection, you fear his/her reply. Well...how would it feel to have every chance like that taken away from you? Z never told you any of this but he gave me permission.

Before Z changed in the late fall he'd taken his girlfriend to a party where they had a great time. Well she wasn't his girlfriend yet, they were close friends and were kinda sorta dating. He kept putting off the chance to tell her how he truly felt until it was too late. He was bitten and he became a werewolf. He called her and had to tell her they couldn't see eachother anymore. She now hates him. He loved her, he still loves her, and he thinks everyday of ways to get her to be friends with him again.

We all waited, none of us took the risk it took to tell that person that we liked them. I'll admite I liked a guy before I was changed, I still see him at school so I'm kind of glad i didn't tell him, but for others if they had told them the truth, then they could've possibly helped eachother through the horrors of the change.

What I'm trying to say is, don't wait until it's too late to admit that you love someone. Because many times, after you go through the change you shut people out of your life completely. I've known a few vampires like that, where they talk to people but humans are nothing but a sorce of food and other creatures are just there. it's a scary life.

Don't wait to admit it.

``Tony``

The date

Okay. Lily, Chloe, Anney and Madison told us that we should do a whole post on our date. So here goes. Danny took me to dinner at the Olive Garden, which is my favorite resturant because I'm italian. And then he took me to see a movie at a drive in! It was amazing. I've never actually been on the classic dinner and movie date, it was like in the movie Grease. Except he didn't elbow me in the boob and I didn't run from the car (HEY! The guy in grease's name was danny too!) Benny and Z acted like the parent's it was kind of disturbing but hilarious at the same time. Benny is SO not used to the idea of young girls going on dates ALONE. So he was a little hesistant about it, but it's not like he could stop me. Z was hilarious in acting like...the mom. Yes Z was my mom. (?) If you'd been there you probably would've run screaming and laughing at the same time. Okay. So...any questions?

``Tony & Danny``

Lucian

Hey everyone, Danny just kinda got mad at me cuz i didn't get on here to tell you ALL about the amazing Lucian, which i am currently dating. As you well know he's leader of the Regional Werewolf Leauge (that's it's official name) you know it as the Regional Pack. He's over three hundred years old so he's extremely into chivalry, it's really sweet. Danny thinks he's too old for me...blah blah blah, i don't really care. Okay for those of you out there who actually care what Lucian looks like, he is very tall with longer black hair and green eyes, overall...he's amazingly handsome. In fact he's actually staring at me right now like I've gone crazy cause he's reading what i wrote. He wants to type something

Hello. Don't listen to her, my hair isn't that long. -Lucian

Isn't he hilarious? Totally. -.-

``Tony & Lucian``