Flesh Eating Monster

Before...before I died I was used to being hidden. A shadow amongst shadows with secrets I would die to protect. No one really knew of who I was or rather...what I was. And now, after death has forced me to life again, people KNOW. They know I'm a zombie, I'm undead, I'm a corpsicle, whatever. That much is blatantly obvious. But I'm not used to people knowing. It frightens me.

I saw my sisters boyfriend only yesterday, he screamed when he saw me. Muttering that it was impossible. Only I heard. Outside of the pack no one believes he is the one who murdered me. But he was there. I know it.

Even as the undead the laws of mortals still bind us. Though they don't protect us. Danny wishes to take his life. An eye for an eye, I suppose you could say. But I would rather not, why bring us into the spotlight? Why put us up for suspicion.

Though I don't wish to kill him, I want him to realize that there is no getting rid of me. Torr wants me here and I am. I have my pack to take care of. I want him to feel what I felt, not pain, not the agony I felt, but the horrible things that went on in my mind as I lay in the stages between life and undeath.

Artemis...? How are things with Apollo?

Let me know.
-Tony

Oh My My My

Well, hellooooo. It's been quite a while...about a month actually, since I've written. How horrible since I've got all this time on my hands. Goodnessssss. Anyway. Life...(hehe sorry couldn't stop myself.) Un-dead life is pretty good. Things with Danny are great, Lucian Axel came to visit, and I told my parents about my death. They were freaked...obviously. But I must say that they handle weird quite well.

When my sister told her boyfriend about me and my death....he became a little more frightened of me. GOOD.. He should be scared.

When Lucian came to visit he told me that I'm a miracle of the greatest rank in the realm of werewolves (so the council says) and Torr has been visiting me in my sleepless dreams. It's incredible. Who knew death would bring you closer to a god?

I went to Prom with Danny. It was amazinnnggg. My dress was beautiful and Danny was striking in his black tux. It was extremely funn. Hope all is well in the mortal realm??

-Tony (werewolf, alphess, and cheater of the hands of death.)