Why?

Fate, Destiny, Coincidence, God, the almighty, the elements. What makes things happen? Who makes things happen? As you should know by now I'm not a religious girl, something does feel wrong when I walk into a church, i feel out of place amongst those who have no real secrets, the humans. I'd have to bet that a bunch of you get angry when I do posts like these because i generalize humans but you have to understand that these are my opinions and how I view the world. Anyway. There is a reason everything happens. I don't care what you call it. There's gotta be some reason. I call it fate. Everything. Everything, in my opinion occurs for a reason, no matter how trivial, it all happens for some reason. Before I changed, I used to believe there was more out there, much more, a world that no one could see. And now I am apart of that world. But now I wonder again, is there more out there than us? More out there than the unseen world? I don't know. Maybe there is. Maybe.

So was I changed for a reason? Was there a reason that fate brought me into the woods on halloween two years ago? I think there was. I don't think it was some odd coincidence or poor timing. But I'm grateful for whoever did it. Without them or it or whoever, I'd still be human, dreaming about the unseen world. I'd be content with lolling around my day to day life in a bore and repeptitive routine I'd repeat until the day I died. How depressing is that? When I was human...spontenaity wasn't my niche, I could be fun and have a good time but I didn't like change much. Now that I'm a werewolf, my entire life is spontaneous.

Things happen for a reason. Tables turn, people change, routines are lost, your souls is saved. It's hard for me to explain or put to words what my thoughts on fate and destiny are. I believe we all have a destiny, but when people say they know their destiny, they're wrong. It wouldn't be destiny if you knew what it was.


``Werewolf moon``

My friend!

You know how I always talk about how no on besides my family knows that I'm a werewolf? Well to be honest...i kinda lied. There's one other person that knows. BUT. She isn't human, she's not lycan, she's not a vamp or a zombie. She's a fairy, the lost race, as they are sometimes known.

She's one of my best friends.

I can't tell you much about her race because I don't know how much she'll want to be let out.

She told me she was gonna make a blog about her fairy life and everything. I'll let you know when she gets it running.

``werewolf moon``

When the going get's tough

Okay. I decided to take a step back from the blah blah of the everyday and focus on something a little bit more...deep. As you can see from the title "When the Going get's tough." it's going to be about a harder part of life.

When humans have an issue or problem they generally find someone to talk to about it. To sit down and pour out their feelings, and have the other person give advice.
What if suddenly there was no one? No one to talk to? Or give advice? Or hold you while you cry? What IF no one could share your pain or help you through it. I'll tell you from personal experience that it sucks. Werewolves and Vampires the secret races, experience that just about everyday.

I remember when I first changed and went back home, my parent's were so mad because I'd been gone for a whole day. They yelled and screamed and when they asked for an explanation, i couldn't tell them. I couldn't tell them how terrified I was, I couldn't tell them how much pain i'd been in, how much it scared me, or how I wanted to die. They couldn't know that. So i took blow after blow, of their yelling and dealt with it.

One of my good friends, Eric, is a vampire. He told me that when he was bitten and made the change into a vamp, he had to leave his wife and children. Did he want to? No. Did he have to? Yes. He loved his wife and kids more than anything in the world and when his wife demanded to know why he was leaving he couldn't tell her it was because he'd changed into a vampire and that after he learned to control his blood lust he'd come back. If he did that she'd leave him and hate him. For her safety and sanity he left, telling her he didn't love her. It's been a hundred years since then, he saw his daughter Lena once riding in a car, she'd grown older and he hadn't.

The children of the dark (vampires, lycans, zombies) lose everything when they defy the laws of science. Homes, friends, family, everything. Don't take for granted all that you have. Because one day you'll be wondering where it went.

``Werewolf Moon``

The date

Okay. Lily, Chloe, Anney and Madison told us that we should do a whole post on our date. So here goes. Danny took me to dinner at the Olive Garden, which is my favorite resturant because I'm italian. And then he took me to see a movie at a drive in! It was amazing. I've never actually been on the classic dinner and movie date, it was like in the movie Grease. Except he didn't elbow me in the boob and I didn't run from the car (HEY! The guy in grease's name was danny too!) Benny and Z acted like the parent's it was kind of disturbing but hilarious at the same time. Benny is SO not used to the idea of young girls going on dates ALONE. So he was a little hesistant about it, but it's not like he could stop me. Z was hilarious in acting like...the mom. Yes Z was my mom. (?) If you'd been there you probably would've run screaming and laughing at the same time. Okay. So...any questions?

``Tony & Danny``

Hey it's well...US

Hey guys! It's Tony and Danny. It's great to be back, thanks for all the support and everything through this exhausting week. (tony)

Hi there. I know there's probabaly quite a few names you'd all like to call me, for being the major ass face I was being. To tony, Z, and Lucian. I was out of line I'll admit. But I can't apologize for the pain I felt. You know?

LILY BENAN - I read your comment and I totally agree with everything you said about me. I was stupid and mean and a jerk. But that's not who I truly am. I'm normally a pretty nice guy. The guy you origanally thought I was is who I am, truly. Well that's what I think anyway. I'm sorry, to everyone. (Danny)

Don't be too hard on him. Have you guys ever felt something for someone and thought they felt differently? That's how danny felt...that's how I felt. (Tony)

We know that you guys have a thousand questions about the date.

Our first kiss

our fight

our...feelings during the fight

and after.

and probably just really random questions that pop up in your mind when you think about werewolves...right?! So any question what so ever is good. We'll answer it, and if it's a good enough question then we'll make a new post for it, kay?! So BRING IT ON (stupid chick flick)
<3 xoxo
--DANNY & TONY--

Quick Update.

Hey everyone, it's Tony, back and ready for action. Sorry for being...uhm...absent for a bit, but Z kept you up to date on EVERYTHING.

I have to do this quickly because Danny and I are going on a date this evening.
We're both doing wonderful, most of you, yes, had been correct about us.

But mostly I want to say...thanks. you guys put up with the ups and downs of being a werewolf, not only that but being a female alpha, it's tough stuff. You guys have really helped.

Sorry that this is so short and non-informational. Danny and I will post tomorrow or Sunday. Thanks again. <3

OH! And R.I.P Michael Jackson - King of Pop and a huge idol for many many years. No he wasn't my favorite person in the world but he was a HUGE star, HUGE. He died yersterday evening from a heart attack.

AND>>> R.I.P Fara Fossett - Original Charlie's Angel, huge star. Who died yesterday afternoon @ age 62 from a very long battle with Cancer.

``werewolf moon``

The Moon House goes INSANE!

Salaway! (hello in Latin) Here we have the latest and most exciting update on Tony and Danny. For those of you just tuning in we all think Danny likes Tony, Tony dated Lucian, danny went crazy ass hole jelous, tony broke up with lucian because she likes Danny. Okay. Last night Tony decided to tell Danny how she truly felt about him. He still thought that Tony was with Lucian SOOO he was still a jerk face, this is how it went down.
TONY: "Hey, Danny, can I talk to you, alone?" Danny gives a sigh, i resist urge to smack him
Danny: "Not this again. What you can say to me, you can say to them."
TONY: "I really would rather say it to YOU, alone." Danny shrugs and Tony sighs
Danny: "Just say whatever you have to. You and Lucian are getting married, Lucian got you pregnant, just tell us."
Tony: "Lucian and I aren't dating anymore." Danny froze, Tony continued "And I was thinking about everything that happened, and the reason that we didn't work out was because I have feelings for someone else."
Danny: "Of COURSE you do, why wouldn't you? Break up hook up, who gives a f***?!" He still hadn't caught on to Tony's words and wanting to speak to HIM, alone. Moron.
Tony: "Danny-" He interrupts
Danny: "So who is he?"
Tony: "Danny-!" he interrupts AGAIN, tony sighs
Danny: "Is it Josh or Nick or Sam?!"
Tony: "Dammit! Shut the hell up! I like YOU!" he froze again staring at her like her head fell off and sprouted a flower.
Danny: "What...?"
Tony: "I like YOU, I have since I first met you, I have for a long time."
Danny: "You do?!"
ME!!!: "Stop talking and kiss her dammit!" yes that's me! getting a little impatient so I give him a shove and he for once listens to me and kisses her.
Tony: "So I take it you like me too?" after the kiss, he nodded and they hugged! it was awesome! I'm a guy and I thought that was freaking sweet. They are inseperable now, so those of you who knew it was gonna happen, CONGRATS you win...the freaky confusing werewolf dating game...? Yeah, that sounds good. SEEYA!

--Z--

Take a left and the tables turn an Update from Z

Hya. It's Z (again) and I'd just like to give an update from the Moon House. Tony is doing fine, she's get's kinda quiet when Danny comes around and Lucian hasn't been around since yesterday. Here's what going on the the MH.

Danny is still being an asshole. He makes crude, irratating comments about Tony.

Benny is getting pissed off because he and Tony have been friends since Tony first changed.

Ali (another she-wolf and one of Tony's good friends) called Danny an asshole for treating her like dirt. (Tony later calmed Ali down)

Alex can't decide whether to agree with Tony because she's alpha or Danny because they're buds, but he agreed that Danny was out of line.

Tara agrees with Ali and managed to use several rude gestures to silently cuss Danny out. Tony yelled at her.

I am personally pissed but very glad that Tony is doing so well. She is getting everyone to stop (or should I say trying) to stop everyone from being mean to Danny.

I got a chance to talk to her. And she basically told me that she and Lucian decided together to take a break. Here's how it went.
Me!!: Hey, Tony, how you doing?"
TOny: I'm fine, Z. How are you?" I sighed, she was trying to get me to laugh
Me!!: "Where's Lucian?" she shrugged
Tony: "We're kinda taking a break. I told him I had to focus on the pack and he said he had to get back to the werewolf capital. We're still friends but we're not dating anymore."
Me!!: "Does Danny know?"
Tony: "Only you know. But what difference does it make?"
ME!!: "You'd be surprised....Tony? Do you like Danny?" A long pause from Tony, staring out at the rising sun. She looked kind of at peace.
Tony: "Yes, i do. I have since we first met when he came to the pack. I care for Danny alot. Much more than he seems to care for me. I don't know what happened, I was so sure he felt the same way about me."
Me!!: "if you like Danny then why'd you date Lucian?"
Tony: "I liked Lucian, too. Not as much as Danny, but after my sister hurt me instead of being THERE for me, Danny brought Lucian up."
ME!!: "Danny said he tried to talk to you."
Tony: "Sadly, he didn't. If he had i would've had closure with him. It would've been nice to have the guy I like to talk to. But instead he brought Lucian who I didn't know very well."
ME!!: "I'm confused"
Tony: "I like Danny, Danny hates me, Danny won't talk to me, he's a jerk to me, and I STILL like him. I'm confused, my head hurts, and after the way Danny acted I'm not sure what to think."
Me!!: "Did you ever think of telling him you like him?"
Tony: "And have him make jokes about me? Have him laugh at me? Call me names and yell at me? I don't think so. As alpha I can't put myself up to that kind of nonsense. But atleast I can tell how he feels. I can push myself past my feelings for the better of the pack, right? See ya, Z."

I'll be honest, I've never met a girl like tony. She's strong and powerful and she moves past her own pain (cause by Danny) to lead the pack. It's incredible. What do you think we should do, because oddly enough, the tables have turned.

--Z--

My TURN

HELLO bloggers (bloggerites? Bloggorians?) It's Z. I haven't been on in a while. BUT I figured I might be the one posting because our fearless leader is having an issue with my pack mate, Danny. I kinda think Danny's way out of line and kinda insane at this point. Tony is doing her best and this was a...conversation (more like screaming match) they had this morning. Me and Danny And benny were chillin' in the living room and in comes Tony. (I provide my opinion through this)
Tony: "Danny...can we talk? Please?"
Danny: "Whatever you want, you're alpha." Tony is being really nice to him and he comes back with that? Ouch.
Tony: "Please, Danny?"
Danny: "Whatever you can say to me you can say in front of your pack." She wants to talk to you alone you idiot. God damn.
Tony: "Okay. Well...I really don't know how to start. For days I've been trying to figure out why all of a sudden you hate me, I'm really confused. And I just want to know what I did." Tony looks close to tears, Danny just lookes careless.
Danny: "A member of a pack never hates the alpha." What the f***?!
Tony: "Well I'm not asking you as werewolves I'm asking you as a friend. Why won't you talk to me?!"
Danny: "Friend? Who ever said we were friends?" Jesus Danny. Tony gives this weird strangled noise, and I happen to see the tears. This is killing her and the pack is getting pissed.
Tony: "Danny, why? What did I do?! God, I'm trying to understand! Why are you being like this?" I feel really bad for Tony, she just gets better after that situation with her sister and now THIS?! Danny's killing her, can't he see that?
Danny: "Don't pull that crying stuff on me, Tony."
Tony: "you think I like crying? You think I want to? You think that I enjoy crying over a guy who I thought cared about me but really doesn't give a damn at all? Well I don't. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'm sorry for making you mad. But if I don't know what I did then I never meant to hurt you. God, Danny. I just don't understand. I'm sorry. I'm...I have to go." With this Tony ran from the Moon House. This is where I kinda went off. Benny stayed the calm center...kinda.
ME!!: "What the hell, man? She tries to talk to you and you blow her off? That's fucked up."
Danny: "You don't-"
ME!!: "Oh shut the hell up with that 'you don't understand' shit. Because what I understand is that you just made our leader cry. You made Iron Tony CRY. You know what that means? that Means 'you don't understand' How much of an ass hole you are." I slammed the door and went after tony. I didn't find her. She came back later but didn't talk to anyone. Then Lucian came by, we expected a fight between him and Danny, but all Lucian did was speak.
Lucian: "I know you see how amazing Tony is. I know that everyone here does. I know that you all love her, so do i. But if you love her so much, why did you hurt her, why did you make her cry? That doesn't make much sense to me. Especially when all she wanted to do was figure out why you hate her. And that's what she thinks, she thinks you hate her, and I don't think you hate her, i think you just don't care. Excuse me." he simply moved up the stairs to Tony's room. Let's hear what YOU think about this little dispute.

GIVE YOUR OPINION!!!

--Z--

I wanna go crazy werewolf all over you

OH MY GOD! I can't believe Danny, he's so totally pissing me off! UGH. Okay, so you know that in human years Lucian's about 300. That was the problem Danny had with him before but NOW he's getting all >.< because in like technical years Lucian is like 19 to my fifteen. Four years...big la dee dah. He's all: "He's too old for you" "He could get arrested" BLAh BLAH BLAH. he's so bothersome. I SWEAR. UGH.

Wait...maybe I should explain werewolf aging to you. Whatever age you first change at is relatively the age you should stay. BUT most people get changed when they're older. But if you're like me and get changed when you're young you continue to age until you reach the prime of your life. Which for me will be like...17 or 18. Lucian changed when he was seventeen but aged for two more years until his 19 birthday when he stopped. So WHO CARES how old I am, since i will age for like three more years anyway and be just a year (virtually) younger than him. I truly don't understand Danny, when he and I hung out he was funny and sweet and amazingly nice but ever since I started seeing Lucian he's like gone total bezerko on me (Bezerko? Yes. I heard it on...Clueless i think) I don't get it at ALL...

MAYBE you all have an idea?

He's gonna read this and freak but I DON'T CARE! (love that FOB song)

<3
``werewolf moon``

Lucian

Hey everyone, Danny just kinda got mad at me cuz i didn't get on here to tell you ALL about the amazing Lucian, which i am currently dating. As you well know he's leader of the Regional Werewolf Leauge (that's it's official name) you know it as the Regional Pack. He's over three hundred years old so he's extremely into chivalry, it's really sweet. Danny thinks he's too old for me...blah blah blah, i don't really care. Okay for those of you out there who actually care what Lucian looks like, he is very tall with longer black hair and green eyes, overall...he's amazingly handsome. In fact he's actually staring at me right now like I've gone crazy cause he's reading what i wrote. He wants to type something

Hello. Don't listen to her, my hair isn't that long. -Lucian

Isn't he hilarious? Totally. -.-

``Tony & Lucian``

Oh woohoo

Hey everyone. I've got a bit of news that may be shocking to you, a reason why tony hasn't posted in a few days....SHE'S DATING!!!! AHHH. She's been going out with Lucian, the Alpha of the regional werewolf pack. Yeah. It's true. I never actually thought she'd date, but i guess if you're a werewolf dating a werewolf it works, right? I don't know. Lucian is like 300 years old, maybe a little too old for her. But he's more "experienced" right? Let's hear your opinion on her new dating venture. I don't believe Tony would appreciate mine too much.

-Danny

The Poem I Wrote

Hey guys, i wrote a poem last night, i was just kinda bored and thinking about the many things that happen when you're in that kinda...in between stage when you're almost dead and then you change into a MC. Werewolves experience the same thing if you didn't know, when we're going through the change there's a point when you choose whether to reject the change and die or continue and become a MC. Obviously i chose choice B. Here's the poem i wrote.

When death calls
people fall,
fall to their knees
amongst the grass
amongst the trees
they give in
with ready submission
no fight
their lives become night
they drift through the darkness
until death himself hearkens
for them to choose the path of light
or night.
With light you give in
you float up to heaven
and be with Him.
With Night you live
and continue on
in lies.
As a demon
No one you love is living
but you
forever
immortal
never dying
never changing
or aging.
FICTION
not real,
Zombies
Lycans
Vampires
all children born to the night
after giving up the light
after joining the fight
we weren't ready to die
but it's all a choice
give in to the light
or join us.
THE LIVING NIGHT!

Let me know what you think.
``werewolf moon``

Isn't She Great?!

HI guys! So...Tony's posted a couple times, isn't she doing great?! I'm amazed. She's made such an amazing come back. Talking to her it's like talking to a more confident Tony, i mean, yeah she was really confident before but now it's like...BAM! Though...i did notice something, when she gets mad she doesn't really show it, her face goes blank and her eyes get really cold but you can see the pissed off'edness in the back, you know? But she's doing wonderful. She didn't tell you but Lucian's been hanging out at the Moon House, just to see her. I think he's trying to woo her. He's a good guy. If you wanna know about it you're gonna have to yell at Tony cuz she didn't tell you. :) If you have any questions let us know.

-DANNY

Fortune Cookie

Okay, I'm gonna go Fortune cookie on you guys. I've been thinking about this for a while and i decided to put my thoughts to words.

Every single day I live a life that is mostly lies, my pack and I are werewolves, it's not like we can tell the world that we are werewolves, it would cause chaos. But you see, the world believes we don't exist, and what i wanna know is what if we didn't? Would the world change any? I would think it would. I think the world would be less interesting, what would make people stop and think about something greater? Or would it be the same if everyone knew we existed? If people knew, then would there be any reason to imagine, would there be any reason for wonder? i don't know. But i've met a few werewolves in my time who were convinced that perhaps maybe we ARE an abomination of god, perhaps everyday that we exist is contradicting god's will. I don't know. I've thought long and hard about this. And I am not the most religious person out there, I believe that most things can be explained by science, but i do believe in faith, hope, and fate. I'm not sure if i believe there is 'something greater' i don't know. But i'm off topic. If people knew we existed, or if there was NEVER a secret, would we still be able to find somthing to wonder about. About something greater?

I know that most of this is kind of random babbling but it's just kinda what i had running through my mind at the moment. I know it's strange, but when you're a teenage werewolf your entire life is strange. XOXO

``Werewolf moon``

I'm Back

Hey everyone, i'm back, yep this is tony. And i seriously wanna thank everyone so much, for dealing with me and sending your love. I owe just about everything to Yuuka & Kimi, Danny, Z, & Benny. But a huge thanks to Lucian, Victor and Mary. All of you proved that I DO have brothers and sisters who care. I love you all so much. I feel better than i did before i exposed myself to my family, I feel strong, confident, and like i have the world at my side. What happened with my sister hurt me, hurt me somewhere deep inside, a place that may not ever heal. But, that's also the place touched by all of you, everysingle one of you has helped me, you've changed my life, i will forever be greatful.

I believe things happen for a reason, and i think that maybe my sister rejecting what i am is just another test to prove that my pack is here for me. I was out for some time, I read Danny's entries and posts, he did a good job while i was away. And the things he said about me were very true, and the poem that Z wrote me on the other site was touching. I will be posting again soon, I love you all. You are amazing people and i'll never be able to thank you enough for showing me that you CAN have more than one family.

XOXO <3
``Tony``

The Rising

Hey everyone, just thought we'd keep you posted on Tony's "condition" after reading Yuuka's post she started to get better which is amazing, and we'll never be able to thank Yuuka enough. Lucian arrived last night and talked to tony almost all night, Mary is coming in an hour, Victor will be here tonight (he's a vampire he prefers night) We talked to Tony a little bit today and she is doing so much better. Lucian's helped her ALOT. It's amazing. We're still worried though, about any changes to her personality this brought.

-Danny & Z

Info on Tony

Hey everyone. Unfortunatly Tony is still...off. She's going through the motions of being alpha, of being a daughter, of being a friend, but when you look in her eyes you get...lost in her pain. I've never seen anything like it, nothing at all. We're trying many things to pull her out, Lucian Axel is coming this weekend, we have a vampire and a zombie who are willing to sit down and talk with her. We DB'S are used to being abandoned but i think the thing that hurt Tony most is that she believed her sister would be the one to stand by her. I think talking to Lucian will help, I think talking to Victor (vampire) and Mary (zombie) is going to show her that she's not alone. i think it will show her that, not only is her parents and pack beside her, but the other DB'S too. If you have anymore advice let me know. Hopefully Tony will be up and posting again.

-Danny

The wound that may not heal

I've seen alot in my life. I've seen death, i've seen heartbreak, i've seen many bad things. When i saw the light go out of Tony's eyes, i thought that was the worst i'd seen...but it wasn't. She seems...empty now. Scarily empty. Like when her sister rejected her, part of her died. I asked her if she was okay, and when she turned to look at me...her blue eyes were...flat and this is what she said:
"You never now truly how much someone loves you, until someone says you should be dead and your loved one agrees." Tony's parents and Benny and Dani had a really long talk. Dani still sides with her boyfriend...shocker. It really has hurt Tony...ALOT. I've tried everything to cheer her up. Benny decided to call Lucian Axel, he's the regional alpha. He's strong and bold, and cares for Tony. If anyone can figure this out he can. I don't know when Tony will post again...i've never seen a person so...so...gone before. If you have any advice please let me know. because i feel...utterly hopeless.
-Danny

More on Tony and her parents

Hey everyone. Tony's been pretty busy today so she asked me to post an update on what happened with her parents. She ended up telling them that she was going to move out and surprisingly they were more upset about that than they were when she went werewolf on them. They promised to keep our secret and were amazingly accepting about us. They actually think it's cool. HOWEVER. there was one person who didn't think so.

Tony's sister texted her boyfriend and told him, she TOLD him that her sister was a werewolf. She broke the promise already. Benny and i were still there when he came, he burst through the door like he was god and i knew what was coming.
BF: "So...how does it feel to be a demon?" After this there was a collective intake of breath. Tony just stared in disgust, she never did like him.
Tony: "Excuse me?"
BF: "You're a demon. The graves give up their dead and now demons stalk the earth." The-graves-give-up-their-dead...does that sound familiar?
Dad: "How dare you come into my house and insult my daughter!"
BF: "You haven't killed her yet? What kind of parents are you?"
Mom: "You lay one hand on her-"
Benny: "And you'll have 15 werewolves on your ass tonight and 500 tomorrow. The regional pack wouldn't take it lightly" We were all standing now, Tony stood in between Benny and I, but the thing that surprised us was what her sister said.
Dani: "He does have a point, mom. There's nothing natural about her being part wolf." I've never in my life seen the light leave someone's eyes as fast as Tony's did after her sister backed up her boyfriend.
Tony: "What?"
Dani: "You have to understand, kid, we love you, but you aren't even human anymore." Tony let out this really scary choking noise, i thought she was crying and she was, but she switched it to anger. Her voice started coming out in growls.
Tony: "You back your BOYFRIEND up but not you SISTER?!"
BF: "Because she knows what is moral and not." Tony's lips pulled back from her teeth
Tony: "Watch who you piss off, cause right now you are in a room with a very pissed off werewolf who could rip your head off as easy as breathe!"
Dani: "HEY!"
Tony: "Don't you start on me, traitor. I shouldn't have told you. Mom and dad, yes. You NO!" Benny stepped up and grabbed the bf by his shirt, he let his nails extend.
Benny: "You dare breathe one word of this to anyone, human, and you will be dead by sundown. I WILL kill you myself. Do you understand?"
BF: "Yes." he was scared now, you could tell. Tony was shaking with rage.
Tony: "Excuse me, but if i don't leave i am going to morph right here." she shoved out the door and i've only ever experienced what it was like to have no control over phasing myself when i first changed. But when we get so excited or angry our body changes and Tony's did now. I have to say it was scary. She snarled the entire time her body convulsed in on itself and she exploaded. Then she turned back to where the humans watched from the door.
Tony: "I'll be back once he leaves. I want Dani gone to. I will come back for my things and then i'll leave. But they BOTH have to be gone. I'm sorry you had to see this, mom, dad."

SO there you have the second part. It was very emotional and we'll post more later.

-Danny

The Deed is done - Part One.

Okay...that was actually...good. I told my parentals about myself, about my pack, it went surprisingly well. This is how it went down, we were all outside on the porch:
Me: "Mom, Dad, Dani, there's something i need to tell you...something about me."
Mom: "Oh my god, you're pregnant!" I sighed
Me: "No, i'm not. I've been lying to you for the past two years, just about every single thing i've told you hasn't been the whole truth."
Dad: "What the Hell are you talking about?"
Me: "Do you remember two years ago on halloween when i told you i was on a camping trip with all my friends?"
Mom: "yes, i remember"
Me: "I was camping...kinda, in the woods, god i'm beating around the bush."
Mom: "What's wrong?"
Me: "I'm a werewolf, mom. Half wolf. I was bitten two years ago on halloween and the reason i was gone was because i couldn't control my body. But i'm a werewolf." And...they laughed. My parents LAUGHED.
Dad: "You had us going there, kiddo, whew" laughing
Me: "I'm really sorry to do this, but-" i stepped off the porch and let myself fall into my wolf form, my parents sobered immediately. Mom started crying dad just stared, Dani stared.
Dani: "Holy shit, she's telling us the truth. She is a werewolf." I returned to human form and my pack (in wolf form) came from the woods to stand at my side.
Me: I am a werewolf. I'm leader of this pack; I've been leader for about a year. I don't know what to say, or do, or anything. I've gotten so tired of lying to you, of you having me think i'm irresposible when really i'm way more responsible that you thought. Would...you please say something?"
Mom: "Why didn't you tell us before?"
Me: "I was afraid that you'd tell me to go. or worse try to kill me. I didn't want to disappoint you."
Dad: "How could you think that? You are still our daughter. We'll always love you. We don't care if you're a werewolf, it was always a dream of yours wasn't it?" I hugged my parents tightly, i was shocked that they'd actually believed me.
Mom: "Who are all these others?"
Me: "Guys...show yourselves." my pack changed into their human shapes, my mom gasped
Mom: "Benjamin? Danny? Alex? Z? Kira? Ali? You're all werewolves?"
Benny: "Yes we are. All of us. We are so greatful that you've been so understanding of our leader's honesty. you've given us a dash of hope."
Me: "Benny's the oldest of us. He's over five hundred years old. Danny's the newest being only a month or so old."
Dani: "This is just like the Twilight books. Only you're like Jacob and we're all like Bella."
Me: "I guess that's a way to look at it."

I'll post more later, right now my parents want to ask questions about being a werewolf. Danny and Benny stayed to help me out. I gave them the site to look at and they were amazed. It feels so good to have this off my chest. i can't believe someone knows the truth about me...i hope nothing bad comes of this

``werewolf moon``

Wish Me LUCK

I am scared, disgustingly scared, sick to my stomach scared. But...i have no choice. Tonight i am going to tell my parents what i am. I am going to tell them that their youngest daughter is a werewolf. I am so tired of hiding it and lying to them. I am tired of getting in trouble and being referred to as "the problem child" because i am what i am. I am not ashamed of what i am, i am imensley proud actually. But telling my parents is like telling Hitler he's a dork. I am terrified and feel like i'm going to throw up. But it must be done. If...IFFF they don't try to kill me i'm going to move out and move into the Moon House with Danny and Benny and Z and Alex. If that doesn't happen and they DO try to kill me I'm still gonna move into the moon house it'll just be way more upsetting than me being able to say goodbye to them. I'm really terrified. I hope...that one of them will understand and they'll beable to convice the other that i'm not a demon. Or maybe my sister Dani will understand. I don't know. But i will post much later tonight...i'll say around...9:30 or 10 so keep watching.

``werewolf mOon``

My name is Z

Hey everyone, my name is Z, well that's not my NAME but that's what i go by, just like Tony's name isn't tony but we all call her tony. I figured i'd tell you a little about myself since i am now an author on both Just Your Neighborhood Werewolf and Diary of a Child of the Moon. I am technically 17 years old but I was 17 when i was changed into a wolf 5 years ago. so I would be 22? I think. About. I enjoy poetry (no i'm not gay) I love football (Go Steelers!) and I love to read. Tony seems to think we were seperated at birth because she loves the steelers and my favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe, which, if you recall, is hers too. I like screamo music, chiodos, sksk, devil wears prada, etc. People say i'm shy and in a way i am, but i would say i'm more...cautious than shy. Before i became a werewolf i trusted just about everyone and that's why i don't trust easily now. I realized that even when people promise everything is normal and it's all good, it probably isn't. I used to trust people (and god) when they said that humans and animals and plants were all there were, but then i became a werewolf and teenagers started coming back from the dead and nothing is really as it seems. I came from L.A. California and when i heard of a 500 year old werewolf i decided to book my ass over to Ohio. If you have any questions just let me know.

The Question and Answer

Hey everyone. I was asked a very interesting question the other day. A very vauge but extremely good question. WHY?! Why are most humans typically afraid of Change and Difference? The answer? Here's what i think. Most humans are content to keep their lives in a ridiculously boring and repeptitive routine. No changes because with change comes risk and with risk comes danger and the unknown. WE, the "differently Biotic" (werewolves, zombies, vampires, etc) are that change. WE are that risk, that danger, that unknown. Have you ever heard the saying History Shall Repeat Itself? Well, history repeats itself everyday for humans. Get up, take shower, eat, go to work, come home, eat dinner, sleep, and try to imagine that everything is as it seems. In my opinion there are three classes the humans can fall into A.) The oblivious, those who go by the book and believe that everything that is out there is what there is. That every person that looks human IS human. Or they try to ignore the fact that teenagers are coming back. They believe those to be demons thanks to Reverend Mathers. B.) The Believers. These are people who believe there is something greater but don't want to break the code of what IS and what ISN'T. C.) The Knowers. These are all of YOU out there who believe in us, who think it's amazing that something other than the everyday exist. Something MORE.

I know it sounds like i'm generalizing humans, and in a way, I am. Because being that humans follow that dull routine of the everyday, that humans never break rank, never change the mold, is why humans are so easy to generalize. You might hate me for doing it. You may say i'm being arrogant. But if you really think about it, you'll realize I'm Right. Now...it's your choice to choose class. Take the Rank. Or break it.

``Werewolf moon``

Don't Forget

Don't Forget to check out my other blog. I've been posting some stuff about the other wolves.

www.childofthemoondiary.blogspot.com

``Werewolf Moon``

In Response

Okay Everyone. Danny is sitting here next to me and we are writing this together. Cause we've gotta find a way to solve this little hater problem. The two emails i got and the "letter" Danny got are only three of what we suspect are going to be many. We are guessing that these people are watching our blog and they managed to figure out where we are. It isn't that hard, we just didn't think someone would be physco enough to do it.
I appreciate the offer Kimi and Yuuka, but despite Danny and a few others desires, i don't think it would be best for everyone if we were to fight these humans. It would only give them cause to harass us more, right? Benny and many of the others are on my side, Danny is too he just wishes that he could do something to make those hate mailers take back what they said. We are looking for ways, clever and sneaky to fight these people. Yes, they may see it on the site BUT they won't know what we choose OR when it's gonna happen. YOU HEAR THAT YOU PHYSCO BASTARDS WE AREN'T TAKING YOUR SHIT!!!! (That obviously was from Danny)

WE would like to have you suggestions.

Tony & Danny

And Hell Opens Up

Hey Everyone. Okay, you know that Tony's been getting really mean emails right? Well, I got one this morning, it was in an envelope taped to the door of the Moon house with my name on it. Here it is

Hello, child of the devil, you should know that us righteous humans have already contacted you precious leader. Hath no fear, her time will come. As for you, the one she must hold dear, you are always in our sights. Always being watched. You are harboring the devil himself. He's taken your soul and replaced it with that of a demon. Come to us, SATAN. If you kill yourself it would be for the best of EVERYONE. If you don't have the courage to do it you may ask for our help. It would be our HONOR to kill the right hand of the leader. Be righteous DEMON, force satan from you in the only way you can...DEATH.
--The Watcher--

HELLO!!! That crap is scary as hell. They are threatning TONY. Tony, our leader, our friend, god if anything happened to her...it just gets worse and worse. A few more messages like this and these ass holes are gonna see Hell open up, they are gonna see the Apocalypse. Because No one NO ONE threatens our Tony, our leader.
-Danny (aka, one pissed off werewolf)

Hate Mail in Numbers

I think "Someone Watching" gave my email adress to everyone in their freaky cult. Here's another one i got, same basic sense, a little more physco.

Disgusting Creature of Hell - Why? Why do you taint the minds of the young and vulnerable with your predjudice ways. Making normal righteous humans out to be evil people. YOU, you immoral, unnatural animals that don't even have the right to be called animals, are the reason people kill themselves. You are the reason that the world is in shambles. I have no sympathy for you vile creatures that stalk the earth and kill our people. No sympathy for your "cause" to get your disgusting breed safe and known. You will never be accepted in society's eyes, or in god's eyes. YOU are hell spawned.
-A Normal Human

Predjudice? ME? US? WHAT???!!!!