The Odyssey

Hello fellow bloggers. lol wow. Anyway. We're reading the Odyssey in my English class, i love it. Naturally, cuz i love anything that's abnormal to like. I can't help but feel like my life like that of odysseus. His war was a ten year war against the trojans...mine was an ongoing war with my failing humanity. He had a ten year journey home...I feel like i'll never be "at home" anywhere again. He is compelled by god's and witches. I am compelled by my wolf blood. He eventually makes it home to his Wife Penelope on the island of Ithaca and his son Prince Telemachus. But many men are trying to get his wife's hand in marriage so Odysseus has to kill them all. So i wonder...who or what will i have to fight to win back all of my humanity? It's hard to live life in secret. It's hard not to tell your friends why you can't stay over at their house.

``werewolf moon``

Sinful

Okay so it's spring break right? La dee freaking dah! Woop dee doo, blah. Well just before school let out, i was hanging around talking with my friends. We are like the ONLY punk people in our grade, everyone knows that. Well we here some little pink flip flop wearing, leader of the skank brigade say "I bet they don't go to church" WTF?! A.) No b**** i don't go to church you wanna make something of it? b.)WTF does being punk have to do with church? What are we sinners cause we wear black and listen to screamo? Does god hate us because we are different. So all that stuff about god loving all his children is bull crap? So what are they saying god is predjudice? I'm sorry but i don't think your priest or pastor or preacher or whoever would appreciate you saying that. But then i think about, I am a sinner, i AM a demon in the eyes of god, why? Because i'm a freaking werewolf for god's sake (no pun intended)! I'm sorry but it's kind of hard to call myself a god fearing, church going girl when I am a child of the moon, not a child of the bright sunshine or a child of god. But i am a child of the moon, the dark, the opposite of god's faith.

**so maybe the pink flip wearing leader of the skank brigade was more correct than she expected to be. No matter though, she makes me mad i rip out her pretty little throat.**

``Werewolf MOON``

Feelings, emotions, being a teen sucks.

If being a teen weren't hard enough. Try being a teenaged werewolf. It's hard for me to get attached to anyone as a friend, the friends i do have i've had for years. But i know none of them would speak to me if they knew i was a werewolf. But what about guys? I can't have a boyfriend because they expect too much out of us girls, there's no way i could ever go on an actual date, if he got me too angry...i could phase and kill him. AGH. I could do that to anyone, i'm kind of like the hulk, your heart rate rises with your temper and anxiety and ***RRRRIIIIPPPP*** ***BAAMMM***your body tears itself apart as your second form explodes from inside you. Creepy right? So if you know me...never anger me. And if you don't...you'll never want to.

``werewolf moon``

Harder than it seems

I bet when you guys read about my life you think that it must be the coolest to be a werewolf, it must be so fun to shape shift and run around like you own the world. But it's not always like that, it's so much harder than everyone thinks it is. It's a life of pure secrecy, watching every word you say, every step you take. I've been seen by humans but no one ever catches any proof. But just think about how for new moon full moon and Samhain i have to be out at all hours of the night living my second life. It's so much harder than everyone thinks, but then again it's all worth it.

``Werewolf MOON``

Chorus of wolves

Did any of you step outside around midnight on tuesday? Did you hear the chorus of spectral and living wolves howling as we said goodbye to eachother? Even with my arm broken i still went, if you've no clue what i'm talking about read the post The Full Moon.

the blog

hey everyone i don't think ill be posting for a while because i fractured my right arm and this is hard to write enough with my left so i'm sorry. i'll post again when i can

The light breaks through midnight's clouds,
hits the ground lighting up the silouhette,
the monstrous creature transforms,
his howl pierces the still night air
Revenge! Revenge! He seeks to destroy
he lives to kill
look at the evil grin upon his demonic face
he will destroy us all
RUN RUN for your very lives,
it is Satan's personal bounty hunter
he comes for the souls of our young to turn into monsters like himself
then he will eat the body,
RUN RUN! Tonight is the night of the bloody moon
the demon rises to his height of power
it is the night of the werewolf!

Do you see why you humans are so scared of us? Do you see it? This is a poem i found on the computer from when werewolves were at their highest powers during the time of the Salem Witch Trials. The reason humans are scared of us is because stupid ignorant people wrote things like this!

The Raven

"Once upon a midnight dreary,
While i pondered weak and weary,
over a many a quiant and curious volumes of forgotten lore.
While i nodded nearly napping,
suddenly there came a tapping
as of someone gently rapping-rapping at my chamber door,
Tis some visitor tapping at my chamber door
it is this and nothing more."

"Ah distinctly i remember,
It was a bleak december,
and each dying ember wrought it's ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly i wished it morrow-vainly i sought to borrow,
from these books sucrease of sorrow for the memories of my lost Lenore
memories of a rare and radiant maiden whom the angles name Lenore..."

OH YEAH! I can quote POE! That's right, be jelous, lol. i do love Poe. One reason i adore the poem the Raven is because it involves a mysterious bird, the raven, who comes to the narrator speaking only one word "NEVER MORE" which answers all the questions the man asked the bird. The raven symbolizes his memories for his lost love Lenore, "Be that our word of parting, bird or fiend, leave me to my memories of the lost lenore" "Quoth the raven Nevermore." The raven is another bird, like the crow, having relation with witches in old folklore, when actually the raven is a grand, divine bird, a great honor and worshiped as a friend of the God Of the Moon. I figured i'd teach you something knew everyday.

THE NEXT FULL MOON!!!

I'm extatic! The next full moon is approaching quickly, MARCH 10!!! It's so close, i can feel it! The full moon is the time when the line between the after life and real world are the thinnest. Which is why werewolves have so much power during this time, which is why people believe we only change during this moon. NO. We just have more power, because there were more werewolves in the past, as werewolves have been with humans the blood dies out. There aren't as many as us as there used to be. But anyway, when the line is the thinnest the werewolves of old come back from the after life to be with the present day werewolves. We gather under the moon to talk with eachother, the werewolves of old share stories and tips of greater power. It will be wonderful. I can't wait. But on March 10 you if you are awake around midnight and you step outside i bet you will hear a chorus of wolves. And YOU alone will know they are the spectral wolves and the present day wolves, sealing their power on this, the grandest of nights. On halloween though...well that's a tale for another time.
-Tony/Werewolf Moon

Tired of being good

Have you ever had a day where you wanted to rebel completely from everything? Yeah? well i bet your day didn't consist of scaring annoying neighbors. It WAS wrong of me, but it was hilarious. I felt tired of being a good wolf, i mean what's the use of being a werewolf if you're not gonna have some fun right? So my neighbors were having a small "Women's Party" as they called it, just 5 women, no men. So as a wolf i strolled up to the window and stared in, one woman saw me, screamed, and i ducked out of the way. When the other woman looked she didn't see anything. So the woman i scared submitted to maybe seeing things. So i put my head in the window, and the glare i fixed her with would've been terrifying as a human but as a wolf it said "I hate you, i will rip out your stupid throat and eat your insides." She looked up and saw me, before screaming she came over to the window hoping she was imagining me again, i bared my teeth at her and growled. She screamed, again.I repeated this a few times until the woman left the house in a hurry, talking about large wolves and mubling to herself. Oh it was marvelous. I've had my fun for this week maybe i could TRY an behave myself. What can i say? Being a werewolf gets to you.

``Werewolf MOON``