Saturday, June 12, 2010

A Burden

Hey everyone. Sorry I've been so lazy on posting, I have more time now but I never get the chance to post. Really...it's been hectic here and I've been so busy, they all expect me to know what I'm doing.

Not the pack, of course, they see that I'm dealing with a lot and they just ask me to do my best. But everyone else, the living, expect me to be some sort of role model for the undead world. I'm the only Zombie in my area...so far anyway. They want more to come. They keep pushing me into the spot light like I'm a celebrity and I hate it. My life has always been a secret and now I'm living two lives.

I'm thinking of dropping out of school, I can't take it anymore.
I'm also seriously thinking about moving the pack, somewhere quieter, where the younger (and still living) ones can continue school, and we can grow. I didn't realize that death would be so hard, I didn't realize what it would bring on me and my pack.

If you have any suggestions where to move to, they'd be greatly appreciated.
~Tony

3 comments:

  1. (talking as Misaki) So hey. I know it's probably strange being dead, especially when you are the only one and no one is used to it where you live. Trust me. I've been there. I know it's strange for you and it's probably the same for everyone that's throwing you in the spotlight. They've never met anyone that has come back to life as a zombie before. I know you probably hate it but it will cool down. Of course it wont go away but it will cool down. More people will die and come back as zombies and they will get the spotlight treatment too. But you should wait a while. And if you stay and it doesn't get better just blame a girl named Misaki for it and you can leave. All I'm trying to say is that you should wait and see instead of packing up and leaving when you don't know what might happen. I hope this helps and if it doesn't then sorry.
    ~Misaki

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  2. Mountains. :) Its quiet and peaceful. Vermont seems like a good place to go. I've been there before and it's nice.

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  3. Misaki - I don't hate being dead, not at all. It is different, yes, but after being changed into a werewolf there isn't much that I can't handle. I don't want to move because of the spotlight thing (Though that's part of it too) I want to move because here in the city my pack will never be able to grow and roam the way they are supposed to. We live in fear of being discovered and if the same thing happened to one of my brothers or sisters that happened to me, a human might get hurt.

    Artemis - Vermont would be good for us...I know some people in Maryland and Delaware, maybe they can scout it out for me.

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