Wednesday, April 14, 2010

To Die or Not to Die

I was officially declared a zombie by my school...so that was relatively interesting. I went in and the nurse checked me over and they were so excited about their first undead student. I can't say I'm not surprised by the school's reaction...I thought they'd either not notice or shun me because our town is so small that change is just like the apocolypse. The pack is super supportive and with them nothing has changed. Danny has finally calmed down and he doesn't care that I'm undead since we live forever anyway. But I'm worried...about having a child. I don't think it's possible...but i'm not sure so we'll skip that topic for the moment.

Being undead is...weird. I miss sleeping...There are times where I zone in and out of active consiousness...but I haven't slept since I "died" I don't HAVE to eat but it's almost just a reaction, I'm never hungry anymore. It's amazing the time you get when you dont' have to eat or sleep. I've worked on a story...my life story...oddly enought this blog is in it. *sigh*

I'm just not sure. This is all so confusing.
It's like being bitten all over again, adjusting to a new lifestyle and I just don't know.
If any of you have any advice...please let me know.
-Tony

5 comments:

  1. Change is hard, whether it be for the better or not. Luckily you have your pack to be there for you, not to mention all your followers on this blog, we'll be there for you

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  2. Going from living to dead is hard to do, but after a while it gets easier. Things that you aren't used to get normal like not sleeping and not eating. It takes some time to get used to ways you aren't used to. But I promise it DOES get easier after a little time :)

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  3. Robert - you are right of course. My pack is here for me and without them I'd be nothing. And without the people on the blog I may have gone crazy.

    Misaki - I imagine things do get easier. It's like being bitten again. My life has just changed in a different way.

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  4. Wow. Maybe i missed something because i havent been on for a while, but how did you get on the subject of child birth???

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  5. You have been gone for quite a while. Basically here's the rundown: A few months ago I was attacked by a freaky mob and stabbed millions of times. I was laid up and in a coma for a while. My heart stopped and I'm still alive being a Zombie Werewolf. The child birth thing was me worrying about mine and danny's future together.

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