To Die or Not to Die

I was officially declared a zombie by my school...so that was relatively interesting. I went in and the nurse checked me over and they were so excited about their first undead student. I can't say I'm not surprised by the school's reaction...I thought they'd either not notice or shun me because our town is so small that change is just like the apocolypse. The pack is super supportive and with them nothing has changed. Danny has finally calmed down and he doesn't care that I'm undead since we live forever anyway. But I'm worried...about having a child. I don't think it's possible...but i'm not sure so we'll skip that topic for the moment.

Being undead is...weird. I miss sleeping...There are times where I zone in and out of active consiousness...but I haven't slept since I "died" I don't HAVE to eat but it's almost just a reaction, I'm never hungry anymore. It's amazing the time you get when you dont' have to eat or sleep. I've worked on a story...my life story...oddly enought this blog is in it. *sigh*

I'm just not sure. This is all so confusing.
It's like being bitten all over again, adjusting to a new lifestyle and I just don't know.
If any of you have any advice...please let me know.
-Tony

Pack

Artemis your questions are understandable and not annoying in the least. In fact they've given us a little bit of time to reflect on who we really are rather than on the fact that our Alphess is basically in a coma.

Healers are all sorts of different races, there's a witch who's been really helpful, an elf that's making all sorts of medicine for Tony, and a fairy who seems to be everywhere at once. Healers usually have a greater understanding of medicines and herbs, naturally, god given. Not everyone can be healers, but the great healers are hard to find.

Alphas become Alpha because of multiple reasons: Leadership, how can you lead if you're a follower? You can't. Compassion, towards all creatures. Trust, in your pack. Size has nothing to do with it, Tony became Alphess and she certainly wasn't the biggest, but she's everything wanted in an Alpha.

Sadly the knife thing won't work, her blood was already all over the knife and it drowned out the scent of anything else. She was in the woods when it happened, walking to her parents house.

Nothing has changed, we grow more and more anxious every day. I've never seen someone so heartbroken as Danny.

Do you have any questions about Torr that we could answer?
-Z.

Keep Up Posting - update from Z.

...Nothing has changed. Nothing at all. There is nothing for us to do, we are lost. Utterly and completely lost. Our entire world is at a stand still. Since this is such a crucial time for waiting and hoping I figured I'd just keep you updated. ARTEMIS, checked out your comment and blog. First off, No. We know who ever hurt her was the same people that had been sending us those notes. And we THINK Tony's sister's boyfriend has something to do with it. And WHY would they do that? Simple enough. Because humans like the ones that attacked her believe that Humans are the most superior creatures. Since we are not human. We are a threat. Since we are more powerful than they. They believe that their god would never put something so threatning on earth. Nor something that could take the humans out. Get my meaning? It's so ridiculous.

I apologize if I sound a little bitter, my alphess is only in a coma, half dead, attacked by psycho sadistic humans. I shouldn't be bitter, should I? (Yes that was sarcasm.)

Oh and one of us will explain in another post more about torr. You asked.

-Z.

Merry Christmas from the pack

This is a couple days late but we all wanted to say Merry Christmas to all you bloggerites out there. It's really great that you guys all follow this blog and it's incredibly awesome that you guys accept us as who we are.

Many people would be shocked to hear that werewolves or vampires or zombies celebrate christmas. I dion't know about vampires or zombies but most werewolves do celebrate it. Whether it's because that's what we did when we were human is probably a big part of it. But really, we are celebrating birth and life, no we don't believe in the same god or jesus as humans but when you are a werewolf celebrating birth and life is a big deal because we are honored to still be alive even if we aren't human.

That's the best way to put it I guess.
How was everyone's christmas?

-Tony

This Is Halloween

As hard as it is for some people to believe, werewolves actually do LOVE halloween, it's one of the ONLY holidays that isn't all about religion. It's about the mystery and magic of the classic All Hallow's Eve monsters! WEREWOLVES, VAMPIRES, AND ZOMBIES OH MY. Witches are popular, quite, actually. Warlocks too. At school today my human friend dressed up like the green teletubbie. Jeeze those things are freaking creepy.

I've noticed that on halloween it's all about dressing up like something that's super slutty and that bothers the crap outta me. Go stand of the corner if you wanna dress up like a freaking skank. Halloween's about having fun and I don't mean in the BED.

Anywho...plans for halloween anyone?

The Curious Case of the Hidden Mask

Hey everyone. I thought I'd post now since tonight is the O'Glorious full moon. The first - might I add - of the fall!!!! It's going to be wonderful, the last full moon was all cloudy and though it was lovely it was one of those cliche full moons. So I was on this one forum, I do like forums especially for books, and I was PMing this one girl, she was very kind and asking me intersting questions about my race. She told me that my vocabulary was rather extensive and I sound like I'm in college. I've noticed I do this when i talk to people I'm not very familiar with, it's a sort of shielf for me I guess. I told her that I live with a 500 year old wolf, and his vocabulary must've rubbed off on me or something.

So the reason I went into this story, and no it wasn't just to talk (or type, rather) it was to make a jump into the meaning of this post and it's to talk about...Masks. Everyone wears a mask,whether we know it or not, it's interesting to think about it. You might not notice it, but you act differently at school than you do at home, or around friends. It's all about masking part of yourself to please those around you. I do, you do it, we all do it.

But those of the unknown world (vamps, werewolves, zombies, etc) do it more. (lily this is for you) Zombies do it in attempt to please narrow minded asshole teachers or community members. Trying to show them that zombies (differently biotic) are as normal as any living human. I say that's not true. DB's, Zombies, Living impaired (WHATEVER!!!) are unique and amazing and should be damn proud of that. All the hidden races should be! We're beautiful, unique, and special. We've bent the laws of science, we are the greatest minority, yet we hide ourselves in fear of what stupid narrow minded humans will think.

I know this was a rather long message, but it needed to get out AND it'd been a while since I've posted.

Let's hear your thoughts and such. Any questions, ask!

**Tony**

Mr. Maxx and the great secret

Hey everyone, it's been about a week since I last posted, sorry. I've been so busy trying to figure out what Mr. Maxx is, it's KILLING ME! UGH. Okay, so I did some innocent question asking that was something like:
Me: "Mr. Maxx, I think werewolves are really cool, but I'd like to know more about them." Mr. Maxx gives me creepy I know you're lying look.
Him: "It seems as though, Valin, that you and the rest of your friends know a quite deal more about werewolves then you let the rest of the students to believe." Yes, my real name is Valin, not Tony. But his words were creepy, he actually grabbed my hand and turned it up so the inside of my wrist faced the ceiling, revealing my tattoo.
HIM: "Interesting you'd choose this as your tatoo, the moons, a powerful aid to werewolves. And why would your entire group get them, you aren't a gang...no, I'd say you were more of a...pack." Okay, completely freaked out by now! I yank my hand from him and let my wolf eyes come out and of course my fangs for emphasis.
Me: "You will stay the hell away from me and my friends. I don't know you and I sure as hell don't trust you. And if you ever touch me again you're are gonna regret the day you started harassing me." It came out as a snarl, I was pleased when he actually looked scared. And I left his room, I still go to his room everyday for class, he watches me and Danny like a hawk but atleast he stopped harrassing me.

If you have any more ideas on what he is or what I should do let us know!

~Tony

Mythology and Us

So today, we were sitting with Danny in English, I take an upper English cause I'm a smart cookie, and our first topic was Mythology. Here's a little convo between Danny and the Teacher it was really funny:
Teacher: "Can anyone give me their favorite mythical creature?" Danny raises his hand with a grin at me
Danny: "Werewolves for sure."
Teacher: "really? Why?"
Danny: "cause who wouldn't want to morph into a wolf whenver they wanted?! That'd be amazing."
Teacher: "But werewolves have to wait for the full moon, don't they?"
Danny: "No way, Mr. Maxx, those are old school werewolves. Modern ones can morph whenver they want."
Teacher: "What do these werewolves act like?"
Danny: "they're pretty much human, travel in packs mostly, most of the time the female leaders are really good looking."
Teacher: "Are they scared of silver?"
Danny: "Nope."
Teacher: "Good, Danny, I'm impressed. Dan has just described the modern werewolf. If you've ever seen just about ANY werewolf movie you'll realize that that is the fakest thing you could possibly imagine. Werewolves are the epitomy of half human creatures. They aren't bound by a single thing, which is why they have made our first place creature list, they will be our main focus for the next five weeks."

Danny thought that his convo with Mr. Maxx was cool and it really was. But what danny has failed to see is that this teacher knows ALOT about modern day werewolves. He's new to our school this year. I have a few ideas but I have to watch him and wait.

What are your ideas?

-+-+Tony

I. Am. LYCAN.

Okay, we wanted to let you know that we're doing something so completely insane that just might make people think that we're a gang. We're all getting tatoos on the inside of our left wrist. It's gonna be a Full Moon with two crescent moons on either side with their horns facing away. This symbol represents the changing of the great moon that we all love and follow with it's mighty god Torr. So yeah all of the pack is getting this awesome tatoo.

LILY BENAN: HAHAH you posted that email of us?! That's so freaking hilarious. I didn't realize how funny it was until I re-read it. Ah Alex, he's an odd one.

WELCOME new Zombie chick!!!!

Lily, I'm telling you we should seriously do some research to see if werewolf teens come back from the dead too...

AND HAHA> You're the best person ever! I <3 YOU, hahahahah.

Licantropos

Hey everyone, Tony and Danny here. We decided to do a little...elabortating on the powers of werewolves. The major thing is...who knows? Every werewolf is different, each generation has a different set of "rules", we're like snow flakes.

Now, school starts soon for everyone right? If you're starting a new school, highschool, or you're scared as hell, here is a piece of advice from the king and queen of misfits. Be yourself. Yep that's it. Not. Okay, don't be afraid to talk, find people that are like you, chat up random kids, BE HAPPY. No one is gonna wanna talk to a shy quiet kid. Nope. Be enthusiastic and proud of who you are. ATTENTION MYTHICALS: This does NOT mean shout what you truly are into the heavens. This would be VERY bad. :)

It's crazy, when you think about. Humans walk amongst us and are oblivious to the fact that we exist. They talk with us, laugh, and smile just as if we were like them. But if they knew what we are they'd shun us, hate us, be terrified of us and hand us over to Satan. If you've seen the latest TrueBlood episode, like i have, there are two humans (one of them is the brother to the main character, the other is a woman married to a very religious man) well even though the woman is married she is in love with Jason, (the brother) but when she finds out that he is Jason STACKHOUSE, brother to Sookie Stackhouse who is dating Bill Compton (vampire) she immediately hates him and shoots him...with a paint ball gun. Yep. A paint ball gun. She thought it was an actual gun, which is why stupid blonde human religious women should not weild fire arms. HAHA.

ATTENTION WHOEVER READS THIS: Humans may get offended but if you've been reading what i write you'll realize that I don't care.

Humans are narrowminded. They're like horses that wear blinders, they only see what they are trained and taught to see. They color inside the lines and they're happy to live in they're little box. Okay so MOST humans are like this. Not ALL i guess but MOST. And when something happens that throws their stupid mundane routine off, they snap. It's insane. Humans do everything in repetetive routine. Same thing, same people, same places. If one little thing is out of place they expload, they get tense and crazy.

Your opinions are always welcome.
Danny & Tony
<3

Quick Re-Cap of what happened

Artemis, I'd like to welcome you to the blog. It's nice to have another werewolf to converse with. Yes, we were attacked and I doubt your friend was among them because...they're all dead now. Here's what happened

Early in July packs north west of mine started getting attacked, total werewolves killed were 5. 4 were in comas. 2 still are in comas. Almost every other night another pack was attacked. We soon figured out the distance the packs were from eachother, times they were attacked, and number of vampires. We knew they were coming for us so we were prepared, they attacked at midnight one night. We fought for three long hours and managed to kill all of them, by order of the werewolf council of course.
There are sixteen of my pack, seven stayed behind and our good friend Apollo who is a war-wolf, joined us.
Unfortunately, I was bitten twice, so I was out for a week or so. Fevers, hallucinations, normal vampire bite stuff.

So...yeah. That's about it.
Any questions?

``Tony``

Born By the Night has it's advantages

Hi everyone, Tony is doing well, she walked around a little today. She's going stir crazy though. I figured I'd give you another update on how our pack is doing. Everyone is fine, a few scratches here and there but it's all good.
The reason Tony hasn't posted yet and is JUST getting up is because a few nights ago a fever spiked in the middle of the night. We're naturally 104* or so, but her fever was 110*, it's come almost everynight. This might be natural...if she weren't dealing with two vampire bites. We think one of them may have injected a small amount of venom into her blood stream. But have no fear, she's doing well.

There's another werewolf on here, she goes by Ookami Tala (i believe) she asked us to elaborate on ourselves a little so here goes: We are a pack of 16 werewolves, the oldest being Benny who is 5 centuries old. We are second generation werewolves, meaning we were bitten but don't just change under a full moon. We can change whenever we like but under the full moon it's necessary. The New Moon gives us power, it represents the point in our lives where we battle ourselves for humanity. You'll notice that First Generation (hereditary wolves) are weakened by the new moon, because they never had to go through what we did.

We worship our god Torr, he's chooses his children by hand and sometimes gives them power. Tony is a very powerful alphess, we love her, she was destined to be great from the day she was "born" she has the power of sensitivity, she can guess how someone is feeling or what's running throught their minds. She's a compassionate leader which is why we love her. Benny's Torr given power is leadership, though he's not our alpha he is a crucial member of our pack.

We look like large wolves, the only thing human about us is our eyes, though even they change color when we morph. When I say large wolves I mean huge, we're like bears. We're strong of course and the older we get the more powerful we are.

Any Questions?

Licantropo (aka Tony) This is werewolf in Italian
&
Hombre Lobo (aka Danny) This is werewolf in spanish it means man-wolf.

Hi I get to post again!!!

Hello everyone! This is Carter, Lily thank you for asking about me, I do feel special. Huh, that sounded kinda gay. Anyway. To be completely honest I'm feel great, Tony is really helping me with controling my humanity. Jon and I have been hanging out, writing music really helps. Benny is great to talk to since he's been around for like...ever. But something weird happened in the house, Benny brought up the concept of "the Alpha Pair." I asked what that was and here is what he said: "The Alpha Pair is a pair of wolves who lead the pack together..."
I asked who would be Tony's Alpha...partner...? I think. And Everyone looked kinda uncomfortable. I think it's because technically Benny or Z or Alex should be since they are the oldest males. But Danny is her boyfriend, but it'd go against tradition or werewolf law to have an alpha pair with one of the youngest males. So...it's kinda tense in the house.

On the upside ~ I MET A FAIRY!!! We got to meet um...Wendy, she's really awesome. She bought pizza for us!

Tony has been kinda tense lately to, something's up and she's only telling the elders in our group. She's really nervous and hasn't been staying at the house much, she's been out, it looks like she's patrolling. I don't know. The elders are tense, too. It's crazy. And there's been more than one message from Lucian Axel, and the werewolf council.

Do any of you guys have an Idea????

>>CARTER<<<<

Magical Clothing!

Thanks Lily! We got another question!!!

QUESTION: What happens to your clothing when you transform?
ANSWER: **Grins manically** well...after ALOT of practice, we can get our clothes to actually pop in and out of transforming with us. But that takes a long time. So when you're new or in a hurry, well, let's just say we've lost alot of clothes.
Just to clear it up when we change from human to wolf (new wolves or impatient ones) our clothes get ripped to shreds. Therefore when we change from wolf to human...well...I guess we're kinda used to it now. (But thenagain you get guys like Alex around a bunch of werewolf girls who were in a hurry and well....)

KEEP THE QUESTIONS COMING!!!

``Tony``

A QUESTION!

Ah I'm excited. Thank you LILY for asking such a marvelous question.

IF YOU DIDN'T NOTICE: I will use a knew post for most questions because it most likely will take a very long explanation.

QUESTION: When werewolves Transform does it hurt?
ANSWER: Not after the first few times. When I changed for the first time...I've never felt pain like that. I had a post on it a LONG time ago, so you can look through them if you wish. But not anymore, actually the feeling of changing form is rather pleasureable.

KEEP THE QUESTIONS COMING!
``Tony``

Cleaning Up.

Okay, well today I went on to the Haunted House and noticed that a couple people replied to something I posted a while ago telling them who I am, I introduced myself and told them what I am and this is what I got in return:

Person 1: Werewolf?...
Person 2: Yeah, a werewolf. Changes from human to wolf during the full moon.
Eats Raw meat
hates vampires for some confusing reason
werewolf.

REALLY?! really?! Is that what everyone thinks a werewolf is?! I am so tired of people assuming that all the garbage hollywood spews from their botoxed mouth is true! GRRR... - Tony

Hey everyone, this is Danny. Tony got a little worked up about this so I took the computer from her. We decided to do a little "Cleaning Up." With some basic werewolf questions and answers. I'm asking the questions, Tony is providing the answers.

Q: Is the Full Moon Legend true?
A: No. We can change whenever we want. Though during the full moon, we HAVE to change.

Q: Do you eat raw meat?
A: Well...when we are in wolf form, yes, but not in human form.

Q: Is that hating vampires legend true?
A: Hundreds of years ago vampires and werewolves didn't get along, I don't know exactly why, but we didn't. The old order vamps and wolves today don't like eachother but the more modern ones get along fairly well.

Q: Do werewolves look like wolves or hairy humans?
A: Wolves. Large wolves with rather intelligient eyes. (By large I mean huge)

Q: How do werewolves generally behave? (blood thirsty killers or fluffy dogs)
A: Werewolves are generally gentle giants. We have no use of blood, we aren't vampires, but we have shorter tempers. The younger the wolf, the shorter the temper. And trust me you don't wanna be around a werewolf when they lose their heads. And I've got the scars to prove it.

That's all we can really think of right now. PLEASE PLEASE if you have any questions, at ALL. Just ASK.

If your friends who aren't bloggers have werewolf questions, just ask for them.

Don't rely on Hollywoods version of things.

--Danny & Tony--

When It Comes Down to It.

When I was younger, I wished to get older and make a name for myself. You are all gonna think this is pretty damn hilarious but, I wanted to sing. I'm not very good, despite what my friends think (em.)But it was always a huge dream of mine to beable to oneday be up on a stage filling the hearts of people with my original work.

Dreams Change. No werewolf would ever dare to be famous, or ask for anything that involved being in the spot light. Because when you're in the spot light...people are always watching. That isn't good if you're a werewolf.

But I found another way to express myself, I love writing. Books and poetry. I've started writing many books, but can never get it going. So I was thinking...
what if I wrote a book, about this, about MY life. How I was "born" what I am, everything?

When it comes down to it, would I beable to pull it off?

``Tony``

Phobias - Inspired By Paris!

Hey everyone, well I read Paris' post and she gave a list of her phobias. Well I decided to return the favor, I googled phobias and I seriously didn't know people could be scared of so many things. like fear of words? What the f***?!?!?!

Well here goes:
Aichmophobia - fear of needles (I hate needles, they creep me out)
Latrophobia - fear of doctors (doctors = needles)

and

cynophobia - fear of dogs.

JUST KIDDING ABOUT THE LAST ONE! How crazy would it be if a werewolf was scared of dogs or a vampire scared of blood. Crazy right? Lolz.

You should so totally check out the list, it's pretty damn hilarious:

www.phobialist.com

it's great!

``Tony``

I am Alphess hear me Howl!

Hey everyone. We got back early this morning from the midsummer full moon ceremony and of course the alpha ceremony. I am officially alpha! The ceremonies were beautiful, since it was a regional meeting there were tons more spectral wolves. it was so cool!

We have a new member of our pack now. His name is Carter. He's actually kinda uptight right now because he's new. He is 21ish. He just like all new wolves, hates what he is. Figures. So Danny and I are trying to get him to chill.

LILY-Hey! Remember Apollo from my last post? Well he finds you and all the other zombies extremely fascinating, actually he used the word awesome but quickly revised it because war wolves are supposed to talk with the up most dignity. I let him look at your blog and he thinks you guys are amazing (erm...fascinating) He also thinks it's really cool that you guys trust us lycans enough, and that we trust you. You see war wolves aren't supposed to trust anyone except the alphas or alpha pairs of certain packs. (Alpha pair is a pair of werewolves that belong together and run the pack together.)

Any questions?!

``Tony``

HEY! There, happy kinda almost JULY 4th!

Hey everyone, just wanted to wish you all a very amazing and happy July fourth. Werewolves celebrate the day of independence just like everyone else, lots of fireworks and a fabulous run through the woods at midnight...okay well maybe not how all humans celebrate the fourth but you get what you get. I hope all of you check out my fairy friend's site. This is week she is going by Myra (I don't even know) She's a little crazy but then again aren't we all? I've been reading some werewolf books lately and they are actually REALLY Good. like Kitty and the Silver bullet by Carrie Vaughn and New moon by Rebecca York. I went to the library and found them...huh. REMEMBER the 7th is A FULL MOON!!! WOOHOO. Anywhooooo.

What do you guys do for the fourth? LILY, How do you guys at celebrate the fourth? LOTS OF FIREWORKS!!! Woo hoo. Have a fabulous and safe fourth of July all my virtual pack members! No drinking and driving...buckle up for safety...don't run with scissors...don't walk and chew gum...don't talk to strangers...don't tell a werewolf they smell like dog...don't ask a vampire for a bandaid...don't tell a fairy their wing's on fire...don't tell a guy he looks like a fruitcake...don't play with matches...don't cross the street...um....OH YEAH! COME TO THE DARKSIDE WE HAVE COOKIES! Lol.

``Tony & Danny``
PS. THIS IS OUR 100th POST. 0.0